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Blocking communication / unconscious fear - Glow - 12-30-2016
I generally only see visitors from a sleep state.
They wake me up.
I'm not afraid of them. But I startle out of that zone generally screaming within seconds.
What am I afraid of if not them?
I want to see them, talk and find out what they have to share but I screw it up by screaming and tuning out. I'm usually so freaked out after I have to call the dogs or my husband. Is there something I'm avoiding seeing/knowing/hearing?
Last nights there was someone standing right beside me, if I remember the energy was warm and close and intimate somehow. I didn't have an image but they were more there than the table beside me. So much life/energy was there. They weren't scary so why was I so scared?
Awake my concious self isn't afraid, but I've been told I'm blocking myself.
Ive started going to these classes and we practice this stuff. There are spirits and guidance everywhere at these classes I can feel them, I'm not scared but I've been told while I get some stuff I stop myself and the root is always fear.
Any help? Do any of you know what I'm scared of? It isn't them, I don't think,... so what? And how do I get through this block?
Ps I saw a lot as a kid. My last experience was when I was 11 or 12 at that time I started going to catholic school and we move in to a VERY haunted house.
It did scare me then but I'm not afraid now. I want to stop blocking myself.
Edited to add. In meditation I've seen things and gotten very detailed messages but even then it's made clear to me I am blocking myself.
RE: Blocking communication / unconscious fear - smc - 12-30-2016
Hi Glow
I would say that we block something when we're not quite ready for it...
My feeling is to trust myself - and keep my heart open... open to a change in my reaction, open to the entity/energy, and also open to the wisdom of my current reactions...
(my first perceptions/'seeings' were very 'challenging'... and I took a along while to feel safe/comfortable to open to 'see' again...
it's like I needed time to accept the massive challenge to 'consensus reality' ...)
(similarly my journey to realising I'm 'non-human'... occurred in stages because it was/is such a 'freak out' paradigm busting realisation...)
lately I wake up in the night and have direct sensation that 'here' is fake... unreal... I can almost see 'the veil'...
I put myself back to sleep as its too strong and I know I have to stay here ...
smc
RE: Blocking communication / unconscious fear - Glow - 12-30-2016
(12-30-2016, 11:37 AM)SMC Wrote: Hi GlowThank you for sharing that with me.
I would say that we block something when we're not quite ready for it...
My feeling is to trust myself - and keep my heart open... open to a change in my reaction, open to the entity/energy, and also open to the wisdom of my current reactions...
(my first perceptions/'seeings' were very 'challenging'... and I took a along while to feel safe/comfortable to open to 'see' again...
it's like I needed time to accept the massive challenge to 'consensus reality' ...)
(similarly my journey to realising I'm 'non-human'... occurred in stages because it was/is such a 'freak out' paradigm busting realisation...)
lately I wake up in the night and have direct sensation that 'here' is fake... unreal... I can almost see 'the veil'...
I put myself back to sleep as its too strong and I know I have to stay here ...
smc
You really are beautiful and I'm so glad you stay here with us. Thank you.
I'm going to reread this and see what comes.
(((Hugs)))
RE: Blocking communication / unconscious fear - smc - 12-30-2016
oh
you're welcome !also the (((Hugs)))
I spent Christmas Day alone with my 2 guinea pigs watching the ocean roll in - and not a single family member sent a card or even an email (let alone a phone call)... I have just dyed my long white-blonde hair BLUE - as in 11 days I turn 55 and expect that day to be similarly full of neglect... I'm going to sleep now - it's 3:20 am in South/Eastern Australia...
ciao for now... (may the force be with you
)smc
RE: Blocking communication / unconscious fear - Glow - 12-30-2016
Not sure if I'm suppose to share this or if it will only mean anything to me but I just did a reading and was in a place of introspection after.
Afterwords that divine love feeling came and it showed me at least part of why I block.
It's so much it makes me cry tears at the beauty, Its so deep the love hurts somehow. Overwhelmes. I'm not afraid of it so much but so grateful and so in love that my body/mind reacts in response as it's a risk it will destroy me.
It's what I want, but can this body contain it.
I heard you don't have to keep it inside you and saw myself reach down to touch Roxi( my dog) who was laying at my feel. I did as shown and it wasn't too much then. I heard I don't have to hold it all.
I can share it/spread it and by doing that it won't destroy me.
Not sure if that's the entire issue but I know for sure it's a big part.
I'd love any tips you feel led to share.
Bring4th always works to solve my issues. Not sure why but as soon as I type here things shift so I thank you.
RE: Blocking communication / unconscious fear - third-density-being - 12-30-2016
Hello Dear Glow,
You’ve described quite advanced states of perception that escapes rules of this reality. Your Consciousness seems to be driven to Knowledge/Awareness that may truly change your life. I think this is the reason for your fear.
As I understand it, Your Focus of the Consciousness at this time is directed at/within this, material reality. This Focus is governed by – and please remember that those are only words/symbols – a Portion of your Consciousness that bounds to the laws of third density. Thus Ego is born. This “Ego” is You “here and now” that cares for your Husband, for Roxi, for many other Beings and things as well. The way You live, your Life, what You consider to be important, meaningful – all that may change if You permit your Self to Open for all those experiences without holding back; to welcome them with excitation and love. Unconscious/barely-conscious not-noticed-yet questions may arise: will I be still my-Self? will I be caring for Beings in my life and the life itself? Will “I” as I know It / “Ego” die/vanish/seize to exist?
At least those are my fears and I’m pretty sure I’ve just projected them on/at You. Well, maybe, just maybe above will be helpful for/to You in some way.
All I have Best in me for You
RE: Blocking communication / unconscious fear - Glow - 12-31-2016
(12-30-2016, 05:30 PM)third-density-being Wrote: Hello Dear Glow,Thanks for that insight. You are right there is a fear of what will result from opening fully.
You’ve described quite advanced states of perception that escapes rules of this reality. Your Consciousness seems to be driven to Knowledge/Awareness that may truly change your life. I think this is the reason for your fear.
As I understand it, Your Focus of the Consciousness at this time is directed at/within this, material reality. This Focus is governed by – and please remember that those are only words/symbols – a Portion of your Consciousness that bounds to the laws of third density. Thus Ego is born. This “Ego” is You “here and now” that cares for your Husband, for Roxi, for many other Beings and things as well. The way You live, your Life, what You consider to be important, meaningful – all that may change if You permit your Self to Open for all those experiences without holding back; to welcome them with excitation and love. Unconscious/barely-conscious not-noticed-yet questions may arise: will I be still my-Self? will I be caring for Beings in my life and the life itself? Will “I” as I know It / “Ego” die/vanish/seize to exist?
At least those are my fears and I’m pretty sure I’ve just projected them on/at You. Well, maybe, just maybe above will be helpful for/to You in some way.
All I have Best in me for You
I have had dreams that have shown me I only stay now for a few I hold attachment to. Having left the body twice awake, upright with my eyes open I know what holds us here is our grasp of reality. I popped back in body so quick when I noticed what was happening but I might be fearful of opening fully losing the consensus reality and leaving them on their own.
Seems my guidance isn't worried about that so I shouldn't be either.
I also have been guided since I was a small child to avoid pride/ego/elevation which I now understand as seperation vs unity. Everything I've done in life I've been ok, competent or good at but the warning to not seek to be better than others has always been with me. I wonder if another fear is having connection others aren't open to yet and letting that make me feel prideful which would totally knock me off my path.
I'm super on guard for that after all these years so I hope I can sidestep that fear after acknowledging it. I won't pursue some knowledge for that reason. I seek unity not hierarchy power or seperation. So blocking some knowledge seems smart.
Thank you
RE: Blocking communication / unconscious fear - Glow - 12-31-2016
Not sure if this is relevant to anyone else but it reminds me of the steps of light.
I couldn't fathom how to much light or love could stop an entity in its climb after harvest but I feel I know that exquisite pain of such enormous beauty so full love.
I know it's to much for this 3D body to fully take in. I could see that stopping everyone on the steps of light depending on theirdeveloped tolerance. Seeing how truely magnificent our one/beingness/love is, it truely must take eternity.