11-03-2015, 12:56 PM
I envy you in a way. I always was different. As a child I learned to hide my thoughts and feelings and was definitely consciously aware that it would be dangerous to me if others knew what I believed and thought, dangerous in the sense that I might be locked up. Today I no longer feel that but I wonder if I learned to hide a lot of things from my own awareness, as most of my peak experiences of non-physical occurred in dreams as far as I know.