09-16-2015, 12:29 PM
I've been suicidal MANY times. I always ask my higher self to take me out, but it never works. But I don't focus on that for more than a day. To manifest that life, I'd have to really focus on dying for an extended period. And I always change my mind by morning. They say we see our guides when we sleep, and they give us a pep talk and reasons for continuing.