Occult, Qabalah, Golden Dawn disillusionment

[outerheaven]

Thanks for your perspective, Matt. I can relate: I feel the pull of any number of given topics but ultimately never truly go "all in" for various reasons. And so the search continues.

FYI, you have some rather large paragraphs in that OP. Personally, huge paragraphs are daunting to me and I'm less likely to actually read. I read it all, but I'm willing to bet more than a few people saw those big blocks of text and said "nah." If you care, you can greatly increase your readability if you separate your thoughts with timely paragraph breaks. If you don't care, ignore this.