Occult, Qabalah, Golden Dawn disillusionment

[Matt1]

I have never spoken directly with an Adept of the WMT but i have spoken to a Lama which is basically the same idea from the east. I have however read lots of books and material written by the so called Adepts and i am having serious doubts about the system and its methods. The more i look into its history, its founding and its societies the more distorted it seems. Not in the negative sense of the word but in the corrupted, lost, confused , half baked sense.

Theurgy seems to be brought down from antiquity as nothing more than a type of prayer using the different correspondences of a sephiroth to invoke/evocate a spirit which i believe to be nothing more than an aspect of the personality.