Being of the golden/violet flame

[Ethernysana]

Do your ears heat up when you're on B4th?

No, I am only influenced if I am in the proximity of other beings. My body is cold as I am typing this

Welcome to the forum!

Interresting story, I can relate to some parts of it, what pained me most in this life was loosing the one I consider my soul mate, since that day, not a single day have I not felt weighted down as if a part of me was missing.

Other than that you seem further in your path toward enlightment than I am but I too use drugs mostly for that purpose. As of now magic mushroom with a philosphic effect seem to awaken me the most but I sure want to try Ayahuasca and so I'd like to know how much further can it pierce the veil in comparison to magic mushrooms?

I too like stones, I wrote down Moldavite to look it up. As of now the strongest one I've worked with was a Lapis Lazuli, that stone makes me resonate a bit with my higher self, if I'm on a magic mushroom trip it brings the piercing of the veil further than the drug simply by holding the stone in my hands. It's a mesmerizing one.

I've had encounters with negative entities like you did, as a child first until it stopped completely and then it came back when I was 17 and introduced to Christianity and had my first contact with Intelligent Infinity. They used to come not so long ago when I would do mushroom trips but they stopped because I didn't mind them. Most of what they did in the last few months was try to hinder my meditation while on that drug. I'd see disturbing things in a light as bright as a neon inside my pupils which I thought was funny in a way.

(quantum healing hypnosis therapy), that sounds interresting too

What social memory complex do you believe to be part of?

Greetings from Quebec

Moldavite will definitely open you up in many ways so be prepared. I heard wonderful stories about lapis lazuli as well and believed edgar cayce recommended it. I have also done shrooms before too but the experience was a mild and slow one. However, I no longer use any substances for my growth leisurely. Meditation, dreaming and contemplation is my favorite tool at the moment along with healthy eating/exercises. Its hard to say what social memory complex I am from since I cannot find any information about them. I will later on describe them in further posts and hopefully some members can help in identification.

From what I've heard ayahuasca makes you vomit and crap, and I wouldn't want to go through that.

Pharmahuasca is better because it's just the active ingredients. No vomiting. But you probably miss out on the nature spirits.

Never tried mushrooms. Smoked DMT a number of times. Smoked Salvia as well. Liked DMT better but it's pretty intense. Loved the geometry.

Your experience highly depends on you and how you treat yourself on a daily basis. If your body is free from chemicals/toxins/heavy meat and processed foods then there is nothing to purge. If you are a heavy drinker/heavy eater/heavy smoker and eat lots of red meats/processed foods, your whole experience will be mainly on purging and excreting. There will be little to no emphasis on illumination levels. I prepared at least 3 months before my first Ayahuasca ceremony and did not excrete nor purge in that ceremony and at least 80% of my questions were answered/shown in one night.