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Being of the golden/violet flame - Ethernysana - 01-27-2015
Hello all, I have quite an introduction and would appreciate it if you read it all before I post my further awakening/remembering.
I’m new here and there are only 2 other forums that I occasionally participate in, one being QHHT(quantum healing hypnosis therapy) and another which is a private meetup group focused on Ayahuasca and other sacred herbs. Otherwise, I don’t really talk or contribute often. My motto is “right words at the right time with the right intentions” However, I feel as though I should contribute with my fellow wanderers.
Well very nice to meet you all and we shall meet when the time is right. Well let us begin the remembering process.
Birth:
I was born under the sign of Pisces into an Asian family in Vancouver,BC, Canada. My birth took mere seconds and my biological mom thought my birth was as easy as pooing if not easier; my biological dad did not witness my birth as I came into the world too quick. I was also the second child though if that made a difference.
My birth was unexpected or an “accident” as my parents told me when I was 18 years old. The birth of the first child(my brother) exhausted and pained my mother so tremendously that she vowed to never have a second child. When they told me the information, they were very emotional and thought that I would be mad or disappointed in them; I was not. However, I became the joy of both my parents and to this day, they still think of my birth as a miracle or a gift.
Growing up:
I was told that I was the most pleasant baby to be around as I never cried and behaved very well. I was told that I started using the chopsticks proficiently before the age of 2. I remembered being able to dry myself after bathing when I was 3. I was off diapers around 3 and maybe because I wanted to imitate my older brother who is 2 years older than me. Anyway moving on to my upbringing, our family used to have a small house on a large land where we grew lots of plants/fruits/vegetables and we also raised rabbits/guinea pigs/dogs(no, we did not eat them). I was then introduced to nature at a young age and had various types of pets growing up.
Catalysts/activations and other paranormal experiences:
-I always believed in something greater and was sensitive to energies/emotions of others for as long as I can remember
-Till this day and ever since I was able to speak and question, I’ve been asking my parents when I was a child, “What is this rainbow dot and lines that I see in my vision?” (Ayahuasca later answered that question explaining the holographic structure of our dimension) Perhaps, it has something to do with my gifts in the near future?
-I was able to see/perceive the dark entities imps/demons/elves up until the age of 10-12 then the experience completely stopped. When I was 25 years old, I was able to once again perceive these entities under the influence of Ayahuasca
-My first activation was the life review/NDE when I nearly drowned to death as a 7 year old. I was saved by the bright loving light and was told my time wasn't up yet. I still don’t quite recall the details of that day too well
-I had around 10 sleep paralysis experiences. My first one was when I was 13 as it was the most frightening experience ever. I would hear the voice of a demon but I would not see it and it was laughing at me in the most wicked way possible. The presence was terrifying and heavy as well. I tried to shout for help but nothing came out of my voice. Reflecting back on that day, reading and watching horror stories will allow thought forms and evil entities to enter one’s psyche
-Throughout ages 13-18, I occasionally did xtc, weed/drank weekly with stupid friends. Under the influence of xtc, my perceptions were enhanced.
-I started unofficially meditating around age 14/15 alone and it was necessary to clear my mind completely before bed or else I know that the negative entities will enter my space. It was during this time that an idea came up to “fight evil with evil or fight darkness with greater darkness”. It was around this time that all my physical and mental energy was devoted to power/darkness. I worked with dark energy throughout these years and whenever I felt an evil sensation near me, I would absorb that vibration and basically eat it. When I meditated, I would concentrate powers on my right hand and suck in energies of the universe that were both good and bad. I became egotistical and a strong being by doing this. I was physically fit and mentally balanced or so I thought at least.
-My parents divorced when I was around 16 and I encouraged the divorce as my parents asked me for advice. Why stay in a relationship when everything has been done and it still doesn’t work? I did not shed a single tear but they did.
-I started seeking for knowledge and reading into esoteric knowledge, witchcraft, auras, chakras, palmistry, astrology, astronomy, tarots, aliens, supernatural/paranormal things around the age of 16
-I had a girlfriend when I was 17 and I still believe that she is a wanderer herself. Perhaps one day, she will wake up and we will reunite again. Our relationship didn't last long but when we broke up, parts of me shattered as well. I was able to read her mind and her emotions; I felt complete and whole. I understand that she is a soul mate now and hence our compatibility was so great. My whole life was based on intuition and the girl that I chose was also based on intuition so it hurt me greatly when we had to break up. Therefore, that life experience was the most painful in my whole life and my heart hurt for days/weeks/months/years.
-When I was 18, my whole life was changed one night at a party with lots of drugs. I overdosed on xtc, weed,cocaine,beer simultaneously just to prove to the stupid young crowd that I can handle it. I tripped out horribly that night. I went home safely after the party but I know today that it was my higher self that walked me home and took me home safely. My egotistical self was long knocked out already from that overdose. It was around 6-7 am when I got home. Lying in bed and sensing my consciousness leaving the body. The life review kicked in again and I was having a conversation with God. I was neither spiritual nor religious at that time but that connection was very real. I was clearly given two choices that time: live and devote yourself to the light or die and see your family suffer upon your death. Of course, I chose life! My body was then surrounded with a loving light and I embraced it for the first time ever. That day marked my conversion of darkness into light.
The spiritual path(in no chronological order and what I have gained through this human experience):
-I do not consider myself religious at all but have found out that many lessons and deities of Buddhism keep showing up in my life(As of 2014, I know which being I once was in previous lives)Therefore, there are many teachings in Buddhisms that I respect greatly.
-I started meditation with an older group of 50-80 year olds when I was around 17. I attended many spiritual talks and healing talks with that group too. They believed that I was a star child and some members claimed that the room was uplifted upon my presence in the room. Upon the death of the founder, the meditation circle then stopped a few years after. However, I still keep in touch with the members to this day.
-I attempted to stop eating red meats when I was around 19 since my parents no longer cooked for us after their divorce; I was free to eat whatever. I stopped eating red meats completely around the age of 21. To begin with, I always hated eating red meat too but was brainwashed by others that we need the protein and all my dad would always cook was pork, pork, pork, pork and occasionally fish/beef/chicken. I had indigestion with red meats and I had raging acne/skin/odor problems when I ate red meats. I tried variety of diets/super foods/combinations and still found vegetarian/vegan to be the most energizing/clean/pure. I ate fish/chicken socially when I was age 22-25 and that was only when I was out with friends/family. I ate vegetarian dishes at home always during those years. Then in September, 2014, I made the conscious choice to stop eating all meats for good and will no longer entertain friends/family and will not pretend to eat something that harms me energetically. I also decided to clean my body of all toxins and embarked on the path to enlightenment. I have since lost a considerable amount of weight and have a body that resembles a yoga practitioner.
-As I had mastered darkness in my earlier years and perhaps ate a lot of lower evil entities(yum), mastering light was just the opposite or one switch away. Instead of sucking in energy, one just has to radiate that energy.
-My right side of the body is cold and my average body temperature is colder than most people. The only time my body heats up is when I am doing energy work or allowing higher energies to flow through me.
-I became a certified hypnotherapist when I was 24. I was trained under Delores Cannon and have read many of her books/sessions.
-My higher self gifted me the gift of healing with hands when I was under the influence of Ayahuasca
-I fast twice a month(new moon and full moon)
-My aura was painted by an indigo child/4D wanderer. My colors are violet/golden with a blue/white pastel hue background
-I do yoga/meditation at least 360 times a year.
-I react strongly with stones and they enhance my energies(Moldavite is probably the most powerful stone I have experienced)
-I consciously bless the food/water that I ingest and have not visited any doctors for over 3 years. I am my doctor.
-My ears heat up when I am around other high vibrational beings/human beings
-I am love/light/unity/joy/god/goddess in flesh
Last but not least, I have penetrated the veils to intelligent infinity both times under the influence of Ayahuasca and it is my daily goal to keep rising in consciousness to permanently have the veil penetrated allowing my higher self and all selves to do work through me without the aid of external influences.
If the messages are correct, 2015 shall be the year that I have my veil penetrated permanently
With love,
Fellow Wanderer of the violet flame
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - isis - 01-27-2015
Do your ears heat up when you're on B4th?
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - Minyatur - 01-27-2015
Welcome to the forum!
Interresting story, I can relate to some parts of it, what pained me most in this life was loosing the one I consider my soul mate, since that day, not a single day have I not felt weighted down as if a part of me was missing.
Other than that you seem further in your path toward enlightment than I am but I too use drugs mostly for that purpose. As of now magic mushroom with a philosphic effect seem to awaken me the most but I sure want to try Ayahuasca and so I'd like to know how much further can it pierce the veil in comparison to magic mushrooms?
I too like stones, I wrote down Moldavite to look it up. As of now the strongest one I've worked with was a Lapis Lazuli, that stone makes me resonate a bit with my higher self, if I'm on a magic mushroom trip it brings the piercing of the veil further than the drug simply by holding the stone in my hands. It's a mesmerizing one.
I've had encounters with negative entities like you did, as a child first until it stopped completely and then it came back when I was 17 and introduced to Christianity and had my first contact with Intelligent Infinity. They used to come not so long ago when I would do mushroom trips but they stopped because I didn't mind them. Most of what they did in the last few months was try to hinder my meditation while on that drug. I'd see disturbing things in a light as bright as a neon inside my pupils which I thought was funny in a way.
(quantum healing hypnosis therapy), that sounds interresting too
What social memory complex do you believe to be part of?
Greetings from Quebec
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - AnthroHeart - 01-27-2015
From what I've heard ayahuasca makes you vomit and crap, and I wouldn't want to go through that.
Pharmahuasca is better because it's just the active ingredients. No vomiting. But you probably miss out on the nature spirits.
Never tried mushrooms. Smoked DMT a number of times. Smoked Salvia as well. Liked DMT better but it's pretty intense. Loved the geometry.
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - Ethernysana - 01-27-2015
(01-27-2015, 12:03 PM)isis Wrote: Do your ears heat up when you're on B4th?
No, I am only influenced if I am in the proximity of other beings. My body is cold as I am typing this
(01-27-2015, 12:18 PM)Minyatur Wrote: Welcome to the forum!
Interresting story, I can relate to some parts of it, what pained me most in this life was loosing the one I consider my soul mate, since that day, not a single day have I not felt weighted down as if a part of me was missing.
Other than that you seem further in your path toward enlightment than I am but I too use drugs mostly for that purpose. As of now magic mushroom with a philosphic effect seem to awaken me the most but I sure want to try Ayahuasca and so I'd like to know how much further can it pierce the veil in comparison to magic mushrooms?
I too like stones, I wrote down Moldavite to look it up. As of now the strongest one I've worked with was a Lapis Lazuli, that stone makes me resonate a bit with my higher self, if I'm on a magic mushroom trip it brings the piercing of the veil further than the drug simply by holding the stone in my hands. It's a mesmerizing one.
I've had encounters with negative entities like you did, as a child first until it stopped completely and then it came back when I was 17 and introduced to Christianity and had my first contact with Intelligent Infinity. They used to come not so long ago when I would do mushroom trips but they stopped because I didn't mind them. Most of what they did in the last few months was try to hinder my meditation while on that drug. I'd see disturbing things in a light as bright as a neon inside my pupils which I thought was funny in a way.
(quantum healing hypnosis therapy), that sounds interresting too
What social memory complex do you believe to be part of?
Greetings from Quebec
Moldavite will definitely open you up in many ways so be prepared. I heard wonderful stories about lapis lazuli as well and believed edgar cayce recommended it. I have also done shrooms before too but the experience was a mild and slow one. However, I no longer use any substances for my growth leisurely. Meditation, dreaming and contemplation is my favorite tool at the moment along with healthy eating/exercises. Its hard to say what social memory complex I am from since I cannot find any information about them. I will later on describe them in further posts and hopefully some members can help in identification.
(01-27-2015, 12:30 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: From what I've heard ayahuasca makes you vomit and crap, and I wouldn't want to go through that.
Pharmahuasca is better because it's just the active ingredients. No vomiting. But you probably miss out on the nature spirits.
Never tried mushrooms. Smoked DMT a number of times. Smoked Salvia as well. Liked DMT better but it's pretty intense. Loved the geometry.
Your experience highly depends on you and how you treat yourself on a daily basis. If your body is free from chemicals/toxins/heavy meat and processed foods then there is nothing to purge. If you are a heavy drinker/heavy eater/heavy smoker and eat lots of red meats/processed foods, your whole experience will be mainly on purging and excreting. There will be little to no emphasis on illumination levels. I prepared at least 3 months before my first Ayahuasca ceremony and did not excrete nor purge in that ceremony and at least 80% of my questions were answered/shown in one night.
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - AnthroHeart - 01-27-2015
I tried to grow mushrooms once but due to family matters I had to throw them out before they grew.
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - Unbound - 01-27-2015
Welcome, another wielder of the Golden Violet Flame. St. Germain says Hi.
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - Spaced - 01-27-2015
Welcome Ethernysana, glad to have you on board
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - Minyatur - 01-28-2015
Quote:Eternysana
Quote:Ayahuasca ceremony and did not excrete nor purge in that ceremony and at least 80% of my questions were answered/shown in one night.
I'm not so much interrested in the answers, but I'd like to know what kind of questions you wanted to be answered?
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - Ethernysana - 01-28-2015
(01-27-2015, 08:21 PM)Unbound Wrote: Welcome, another wielder of the Golden Violet Flame. St. Germain says Hi.
Hello! Thank you, transmutation/balance is our tool of choice.
As Kuan Yin once said, there is only eternity,knowledge and bliss.
(01-28-2015, 04:31 PM)Minyatur Wrote:
Quote:Eternysana
Quote:Ayahuasca ceremony and did not excrete nor purge in that ceremony and at least 80% of my questions were answered/shown in one night.
I'm not so much interrested in the answers, but I'd like to know what kind of questions you wanted to be answered?
Such questions being if I may connect with my higher self, if I am on the correct path, why I feel that I am complete in both male/female energies, why was I incarnated into this family, how I can further help others.. etc..
Basically all the juicy questions in life were answered.
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - Unbound - 01-28-2015
What is transmutation/balance to you?
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - Ethernysana - 01-28-2015
(01-28-2015, 10:07 PM)Unbound Wrote: What is transmutation/balance to you?
Ray shall answer apart of your answer.
Ra: The entity polarizing positively perceives the anger. This entity, if using
this catalyst mentally, blesses and loves this anger in itself. It then intensifies
this anger consciously in mind alone until the folly of this red-ray energy is
perceived not as folly in itself but as energy subject to spiritual entropy due
to the randomness of energy being used.
Positive orientation then provides the will and faith to continue this
mentally intense experience of letting the anger be understood, accepted,
and integrated with the mind/body/spirit complex. The other-self which is
the object of anger is thus transformed into an object of acceptance,
understanding, and accommodation, all being reintegrated using the great
energy which anger began.
To me personally, transmutation is simply transforming one energy/emotion/object into another.
Taoist sexual transmutation is taking that red ray explosive energy and changing it into the indigo/violet rays hence inner/cosmic orgasm.
Balance is when the mind/body/spirit is in harmony and is in a state where distortions are lessened thus contacting the higher self and intelligent infinity becomes possible.
For 1=7,2=6,3=5,4=all
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - Minyatur - 01-29-2015
How would you describe contact with intelligent infinity
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - Unbound - 01-29-2015
(01-28-2015, 11:30 PM)Ethernysana Wrote:(01-28-2015, 10:07 PM)Unbound Wrote: What is transmutation/balance to you?
Ray shall answer apart of your answer.
Ra: The entity polarizing positively perceives the anger. This entity, if using
this catalyst mentally, blesses and loves this anger in itself. It then intensifies
this anger consciously in mind alone until the folly of this red-ray energy is
perceived not as folly in itself but as energy subject to spiritual entropy due
to the randomness of energy being used.
Positive orientation then provides the will and faith to continue this
mentally intense experience of letting the anger be understood, accepted,
and integrated with the mind/body/spirit complex. The other-self which is
the object of anger is thus transformed into an object of acceptance,
understanding, and accommodation, all being reintegrated using the great
energy which anger began.
To me personally, transmutation is simply transforming one energy/emotion/object into another.
Taoist sexual transmutation is taking that red ray explosive energy and changing it into the indigo/violet rays hence inner/cosmic orgasm.
Balance is when the mind/body/spirit is in harmony and is in a state where distortions are lessened thus contacting the higher self and intelligent infinity becomes possible.
For 1=7,2=6,3=5,4=all
Oh, okay.
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - David Junior - 06-17-2015
I hope God does penetrate your veil and that no one else does, Best wishes
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - Namaste - 06-24-2015
Thanks - training under Dolores - that's amazing. Love that lady :¬)
Do shout if you come to the UK, would love a session!
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - Bourbon Betty - 06-24-2015
Did not read but glanced through.
First impression, timing and intent and formulation point to a well thought out carefully worded and friendly member, will post differing opinions if I happen to change my opinion after a careful read through step by step of what was said.
RE: Being of the golden/violet flame - TheJoan - 07-25-2015
Thank you dear Sister for sharing your experiences, I do have been attacked by negatives entities many times which I laugh at them when I hear them because they lack of courage to reincarnate like we positives entities do. I haven't met someone who can see 'Auras' because according to my information is somehow impossible because our chemical bodies are too limited in this density but I'm glad that you were able to see your Aura. I hope dear Sister that you can become fully aware of your mission that before coming to life you proposed to yourself and succeed beautifully.