Trying to make sense of recent experience

[Diana]

- This experience directly led me to read Bringers of the Dawn by Barbara Marciniak, which was probably the second most life-changing book I'd ever read (Law of One being #1, of course!). It resonated with me to a ridiculous degree; I practically memorized every paragraph, even though I take much of it to be purely metaphorical.

... It also came up this this O'sha contact was initiated to directly lead me to the Family of Light, as described in Bringers of the Dawn. Although The Law of One was the source of my big awakening experience, I identify much more closely with the "systems buster" archetype described by Marciniak than I would with, say, being a Ra wanderer.

... the archetype being a renegade member of the Family of Light whose main purpose is to break apart power structures and rigid systems of consciousness. I am an anarchist at heart, though only because I want to see people free and liberated from the malevolent power structures currently dominating our political landscape.

I think we may be very close in purpose and thinking. 

I had the similar experience when I read Bringers of the Dawn in 1991 or 1992 when it first was released. The idea of being a systems buster completely resonated with me as well—to a ridiculous degree. I drank in that book as though I had been thirsty for a long time. (And this is unusual for me—especially with anything New-Agey.) And the biggest surprise from that book for me was feeling better about the human race, as it put some things in perspective for me. I continue to have a difficult time with humanity, but that book shifted my perspective.

I likewise drank in The Ra Material after inheriting it from friend who died a few years ago. But while I deeply resonated with it (so much so I contacted L/L Research—something totally out of character), I didn't get the personal charge from it as I did Bringers of the Dawn.