My Story

[Ali Quadir]

Welcome

I will add the meaning of the symbols to your story. This best serves as a guide for your interpretations. Not as an interpretation. You're the judge.

A week or so ago, I began to have many invading thoughts and visions. The most calming was that of being underwater

Submerged in the subconscious.

Was it a bit like "undrowning" as if you were motionless thoughtless in water, suddenly a jolt and a kick and you struggle to the surface. That experience would represent rebirth.

with a brilliant blue-green color. I was also in the presence of a large cetacean.

Whales are the librarians of earth. They carry the memories. During my first initiation I had a vision of one swimming through the sky above me. I think it's about reconnecting to your souls memories.

Experience this...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WabT1L-nN-E

I was not aware of my body at the time, but I remember seeing-hearing,"Remember Atlantis."

The mythological place where our now forgotten knowledge was last known to be intact. But perhaps it's something more personal for you. Many people have Atlantean memories.

I also had visions of the one they call the Holy Mother or the Virgin Mary.

She who tirelessly, as a mother protects and works for mankind. She reduces the consequences of our actions. She is Grace.

Yes, the smell of roses does accompany her presence.

Reminding us to enjoy the small. The little things in life. To be in the moment.

She gave me strength knowing that through her I can live peacefully knowing that I will be together with my mother forever.

Unusual mother karma We are all bound together more intimately than we can imagine.

The only other one that I can remember is one of Jesus and the One. I was told that I spoke of myself in third person. I spoke of myself as One.

Your core is singular with all cores in existence. There is only one being, with many minds, many bodies. The level of consciousness usually associated with this is Christ consciousness.

Did things such as call my own mother "woman." I referenced many teachings of the Bible to my parents who know have a renewed strengthened faith.

Did you maybe step back from the personal into the interpersonal?

I reluctantly admit that they hospitalized me because I fell into a state of illness. I was forced to take medication that I knew was hurting me, but once at the hospital I did everything I could to help everyone around me. Eventually they found medication that didn't harm me, and I'm now in good health.

This reminds me of the human condition We were in a mess but with help, things started to improve.

All symbols point towards the arising of a memory from the subconscious, perhaps you've been an initiate in a past life. As if you're reconnecting to the spiritual eternal self. Which you can facilitate by realizing you're being loved and assisted, and by staying in the moment, by smelling the roses.

Might I ask your age?

Namaste