Michael, as I said I can definitely relate to your viewpoint. The difficulty inherent in it is the negative emotion toward the Creator, and the A-versus-B paradigm of separation inherent in that.
Put simply, any attitude that treats separation as real or contains negative emotion toward any part of the Whole is like a physical barrier to STO polarization, which requires thinking, acting, and feeling as if all is One.
(Oneness, of course, is the Great Truth of Reality; the "as if" qualifier is only necessary because we do not typically experience it directly in 3d).
There is a way to integrate your genuine distress at the suffering of others with that Truth in a way that will not interfere with your spiritual growth. Treat the Creator and his apparent harm of others in the same way that you, as an STO entity, would treat a human who caused suffering and harm: with compassion and care for the victims, with strong disagreement for the deed, and with love for the perpetrator, who is still a part of yourself and therefore cannot be rejected in the same way that a painful limb is not hated, but rather cared for with compassion.
Put simply, any attitude that treats separation as real or contains negative emotion toward any part of the Whole is like a physical barrier to STO polarization, which requires thinking, acting, and feeling as if all is One.
(Oneness, of course, is the Great Truth of Reality; the "as if" qualifier is only necessary because we do not typically experience it directly in 3d).
There is a way to integrate your genuine distress at the suffering of others with that Truth in a way that will not interfere with your spiritual growth. Treat the Creator and his apparent harm of others in the same way that you, as an STO entity, would treat a human who caused suffering and harm: with compassion and care for the victims, with strong disagreement for the deed, and with love for the perpetrator, who is still a part of yourself and therefore cannot be rejected in the same way that a painful limb is not hated, but rather cared for with compassion.