No Purpose

[Confused]

I feel that we are here for no real purpose. You could say we share our love and light with the world. But I don't believe that's a purpose. I think we are without purpose, and here to simply experience. There is no right or wrong.

We are here because we want the limitation. Things come so easily for us in other dimensions of being, that we wanted a challenge. And Earth provides the most difficult challenge, with the most limitation. My freedom is only illusory.

We are here to experience an illusion. There is no purpose that guides me. I'm not here to make my good deeds outnumber my bad deeds. I used to think I had a mission. Life was hard then. It takes a burden off, not having to amount to anything in particular.

We are here to learn through our limitation. Experience what cannot be experienced on the other side (that being Infinity). Inside this world we have illusion. Outside this world we have infinity. Infinity is where we see God. I am no longer worried about harvest. I am no longer worried about living a worthy life. And I do not worry about the future. Now how long this lasts will be up to me. I may soon forget what I have written.

Look forward to hearing your comments.

Somehow, GW, your write-up reads like a bout of epiphany. Thank you. It provides much grist for spiritual thought and contemplation.

Like many others, I suppose, I too am deeply tired of this elaborate illusion and design for evolution. It is extremely vexing to know that the 'gods' went to extreme lengths to put as much separation and limitation on entities as possible, and then turn around and say that 'here now, go forward and seek diligently the truth of oneness'.

83.10 Questioner: Was there any uniformity or like functions of societies or social organizations prior to the veil?

Ra: I am Ra. The third density is, by its very fiber, a societal one. There are societies wherever there are entities conscious of the self and conscious of other-selves and possessed with intelligence adequate to process information indicating the benefits of communal blending of energies. The structures of society before as after veiling were various. However, the societies before veiling did not depend in any case upon the intentional enslavement of some for the benefit of others, this not being seen to be a possibility when all are seen as one. There was, however, the requisite amount of disharmony to produce various experiments in what you may call governmental or societal structures.

The apparent fact that in order for the Creator (whatever it is) to have more excitement in terms of simulated experience, more and more vividness was incorporated, makes me feel deeply vexed. The mind was made complex and the body, too. This meant that we lost the ability to take voluntary control of the stimulus of pain.

83.20 Questioner: Would you give me an example of a complex activity of the body that we have now and how it was not complex prior to the veil?

Ra: I am Ra. Prior to the great experiment a mind/body/spirit was capable of controlling the pressure of blood in the vein, the beating of the organ you call the heart, the intensity of the sensation known to you as pain, and all the functions now understood to be involuntary or unconscious.

In other words, the veil deliberately allowed intensification of so many sensory experiences and limitations in order to precisely make us lose connection with the sense of oneness with all (imho). And then, viola, the 'gods' flip around and say that we have to seek oneness. Well, hello, you folks made it deliberately difficult in the first place

It is really laughable if not for the tragedy that has unfolded since. How many atrocities have we seen on this planet, alone, because of the pain of hunger that entities undergo when the biological need for food is not met (like for example orphaned or helpless children)? The whole array of atrocities that followed due to the great 'experiment' of veiling is so innumerable that only a simplistic illustration can be made to get the point across. Tired, deeply tired.

Before the veiling, we knew every catalyst to be the this (shaded portion) --

94.22 ↥ Questioner: Then prior to the veiling process that which we call catalyst after the veiling was not catalyst simply because it was not efficiently creating polarity, because this loading process, you might say, that I have diagrammed, of catalyst passing through the veil and becoming polarized experience, was not in effect because the viewing of what we call catalyst by the entity was seen much more clearly as simply an experience of the One Creator and not something that was a function of other mind/body/spirit complexes. Would Ra comment on that statement?

Ra: I am Ra. The concepts discussed seem without significant distortion.

Precisely to weaken that aspect, it looks like the illusion of separation was strengthened through a thick veiling process for this (shaded portion) --

78.20 ↥ Questioner: Then our particular Logos, when it created Its own particular creation, was at some point far down the evolutionary spiral of the experiment with the significator becoming what it was not or in effect, creating the polarity that we strive for in third density, and, therefore was, I am assuming, primarily concerned in the design of the archetypes, in designing them in such a way so as they would create the acceleration of this polarization. Is this in any way correct?

Ra: I am Ra. We would only comment briefly. It is generally correct. You may fruitfully view each Logos and its design as the Creator experiencing Itself. The seed concept of the significator being a complex introduces two things: firstly, the Creator against Creator in one sub-Logos in what you may call dynamic tension; secondly, the concept of free will, once having been made fuller by its extension into the sub-Logoi known as mind/body/spirit complexes, creates and re-creates and continues to create as a function of its very nature.

In other words, the entire game may seem meaningless and purposeless for us. However, it looks like, to me, that we are like the gladiators in the ring, who will fight and gore each other, for the amusement of the high lords who are seated on the platform and for the audience. I am sort of appalled by the thought that we are like ants in the vivarium for the ONE, to observe and learn as to how infinite entities react to an infinite array of possibilities and scenarios. Indeed my life seems to have purpose--to serve or offer the ONE with experiences, whether I like it or not; or am consciously aware of it or not.