06-30-2010, 04:44 PM
My memories come in the form from thoughts, dreams, and special experiences. They are mainly visual and offer very few sounds if any. The only Atlantis linked memory I can think of is the one I described being in the presence of a cetacean of some sort possibly reminding me to remember Atlantis for some reason. I believe Atlantis did something to destroy itself, and I was reminded that the power I had would cause my downfall which it did. I will never forget the lessons I learned.
Another channeling was the voice of one entity split into three parts. Sometimes it took the form of God and Devil, angel and demon, yin and yang, older brother and myself, light and dark, left-hand and right-hand. Then a voice "in the middle" that would mediate between the two. I remember the middle voice being the rock between gold and silver, and I was showed the meaning of gold and silver. And the mediator promised to show me something only once. When I accepted his offer, he showed me a great deal of pain and suffering, but also showed me the wonders of life.
This is the first time I've decided to speak up because it feels strange to finally get all this out. I've been hiding it to myself and forgetting much because the painful suffering I experienced truly will make me "Remember Atlantis." This means that if you are given a power that you abuse like I did, you will feel a great deal of pain and loneliness. You better damn well hope someone loves you more than their own life to save you from that darkness.
Since then I have slowly been picking up my "powers" again. I am now currently experimenting with communication towards animals. Namely: dogs, cats, and birds. Don't think that "powers" mean I can do things simply by a wave of the hand. It takes practice and failure to learn to do things you wouldn't normally think people can do. I've done other things as well when I was at the height of my power abuse if that concerns you ask away.
All of my posts will seem like rambles from here on out because the information is not chronologically ordered, but the more people inquire the more I desire to dig deeper and find answers.
Another channeling was the voice of one entity split into three parts. Sometimes it took the form of God and Devil, angel and demon, yin and yang, older brother and myself, light and dark, left-hand and right-hand. Then a voice "in the middle" that would mediate between the two. I remember the middle voice being the rock between gold and silver, and I was showed the meaning of gold and silver. And the mediator promised to show me something only once. When I accepted his offer, he showed me a great deal of pain and suffering, but also showed me the wonders of life.
This is the first time I've decided to speak up because it feels strange to finally get all this out. I've been hiding it to myself and forgetting much because the painful suffering I experienced truly will make me "Remember Atlantis." This means that if you are given a power that you abuse like I did, you will feel a great deal of pain and loneliness. You better damn well hope someone loves you more than their own life to save you from that darkness.
Since then I have slowly been picking up my "powers" again. I am now currently experimenting with communication towards animals. Namely: dogs, cats, and birds. Don't think that "powers" mean I can do things simply by a wave of the hand. It takes practice and failure to learn to do things you wouldn't normally think people can do. I've done other things as well when I was at the height of my power abuse if that concerns you ask away.
All of my posts will seem like rambles from here on out because the information is not chronologically ordered, but the more people inquire the more I desire to dig deeper and find answers.