Simplicity

[Unbound]

I too am concerned at how much I can be of service. I can't even meditate effectively. I've had delusions as well. Thinking I'm doing good, when I'm making a big mistake. Or Ra says there are no mistakes, only surprises. Tanner I've always seen you as a strong man, and have respected your views.

I like what you said "I also experience so much metaphysically in my physical body that it is impossible for me to identify solely with my current physical form." For me I can't get away from my physical body. Even in meditation, I don't go that deep.

My biggest lesson I have learned is that I have a tender heart, much like Tenderheart Bear of my avatar. My last real doubt is my self worth. I often do not know how effective my reason for being here can be. I too am here with the brothers and sisters of sorrow. I know what sorrow feels like. I am plagued with thoughts of killing my dog.

But then I realize I can be strong. No matter my external situations, Bashar says that circumstances don't matter. Only state of being matters. And that is what I want to remember in my daily life. Thank you for reading my words. I support you.

Forgive me if I sound down. I'm really in a pretty good mood. I've got lots of positive things I can meditate on.

The strongest thing I think anyone can do is to be honest. In my experience there is nothing that takes more willpower than honest living. This world is full of shortcuts, full of ways to obtain power without any need to be honest with the self or others. You are a very honest person, and I have a lot of respect for you for that because regardless of what you are experiencing you are honest about it, whether you are in delusion or not. I think honesty is important to the heart.

Thank you for your support and kind words, I am here with you, and I hear you and honour you, my friend.

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I was just thinking today about, where is that Tanner guy gone?
If/when I come out west again I'd love to chill.
I feel you.
Remember this; you're kindness seems to be that which you really wish to express. Maybe not now, but someday that will be noticed. The brothers and sisters which have rejected you will come to appreciate you. They may even try to hate themselves for what they've done to you, but will remember the kindness you showed them, the acceptance, and the self-forgiveness should hopefully come easily.
I have learned from you. Not 'truths', but 'ways of beingness', which have helped me to become more accepting of my meek character.
I have also held back. High amplitude rage, I have caused injuries to this body, energetically, internally.
They will remember you. Nothing is lost.

Welcome to come visit! Thank you for your words, it is good to remember. Perhaps some day I will be acknowledged, I do not know, nor is it important to me, but what is important is that I remember both myself and others.

There is one thing I am good at and that is having faith in people. I try to do this as much as I can, because I feel that people can benefit from being believed in. I believe in you, my friend, thank you for sharing your thoughts.