Simplicity

[AnthroHeart]

I too am concerned at how much I can be of service. I can't even meditate effectively. I've had delusions as well. Thinking I'm doing good, when I'm making a big mistake. Or Ra says there are no mistakes, only surprises. Tanner I've always seen you as a strong man, and have respected your views.

I like what you said "I also experience so much metaphysically in my physical body that it is impossible for me to identify solely with my current physical form." For me I can't get away from my physical body. Even in meditation, I don't go that deep.

My biggest lesson I have learned is that I have a tender heart, much like Tenderheart Bear of my avatar. My last real doubt is my self worth. I often do not know how effective my reason for being here can be. I too am here with the brothers and sisters of sorrow. I know what sorrow feels like. I am plagued with thoughts of killing my dog.

But then I realize I can be strong. No matter my external situations, Bashar says that circumstances don't matter. Only state of being matters. And that is what I want to remember in my daily life. Thank you for reading my words. I support you.

Forgive me if I sound down. I'm really in a pretty good mood. I've got lots of positive things I can meditate on.