Is this the dream or is this reality!

[BrownEye]

I was very irritated at not being allowed to go into trance or be hypnotized. My guides described it as death for me. This did not make sense.

A friend sent me to this guy, who was able to not only give details as to why death, but also a clear description of what I actually am. http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=7855

Once you found out who you were, did it clear up any more issues on going into trances or meditating? I will definitely check it out and get back to you.

I actually have not put any effort into it yet. There was a wall or veil that had 'holes', showing me things that I was not supposed to see. Because of this hole I was continually brought back to safety. This guy sealed off the hole so that my guides will allow me to dive into the trance state, and remain separate from what needs to be hidden. I just need some relaxing free time to make the attempts again.