08-10-2013, 12:08 PM
(08-10-2013, 11:58 AM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: Thank you Ashim. I think the confusion lies in not knowing whether I'm on a 3D or 4D Earth. I think it's the medication I'm on that dulls my mind. But it helps me to function in society. Funny thing is when I thought I was headed to 8th density, moving upward, it rocked my world, shaking my mind something fierce. I don't know if that was a fear based experience or not because it did concern me. When I focused on the One Original Thought, things became still. I think Ra taught me that. I used to work with them, or so I thought it was them. But then intuition told me to stop seeking them. I guess while I'm here on Earth, I should focus on Earth things, rather than 6D. I can't live by 6D principles while here.
One such case was calling Lucifer and Ra one, because of Unity. When I allowed Lucifer into my heart, that really made things go downhill because of my beliefs. But that's in the past. Intuition has taken me for a wild ride.
But I remember when working with Ra, they were showing me hallucinations on a wall of the cutest cartoon characters I could imagine. They were too cute for me, and I asked Ra to turn down the cuteness, or put an image up that would balance the cuteness with something not so cute. Those were fun times. I kind of miss them.
This is interesting because some of us take 'medication' in order to be able to hear voices, others to be able to block these out.
Do you have an an idea which social memory complex you belong to, if any?
It seems some are all too keen to remember, whereby others tend to dread this sort of recall.
My wife has little interest in 'past lives', she is happy to just get on with it, whereas I was always keen to find out where I came from and how I got here.