04-27-2013, 01:05 AM
I have contemplated this issue deeply nearly non-stop since I awoke. At that time, I was living off my medical settlement in an apartment by myself. I was not consciously aware that I was still depressed and somewhat still suicidal, yet I was happier than I had ever been previously. I was also unaware that I had much work to do on acceptance, especially specifically the need of providing for oneself on this world.
I have since finally made enormous headway in all areas listed, especially acceptance that I may have to spend most of my time doing a meaningless job for a corporation that serves no meaningful purpose for the majority of this incarnation with 80-90% of my incoming going to bills. I now feel it a delightful opportunity to have an extremely fruitful incarnation of learning, polarizing and simply helping others.
The world seems to have much promise in improving in general in several different areas which would improve the plight of needing to work for a living. I know it might sound like gadgetry, but imagine a device which would provide 3-4 kilowatts of power for your home and your electric- engine car. You would only have to purchase the unit, then pay maintenance on it to enjoy a benefit of virtually non-existent energy costs. Also, the added benefit of making virtually no air polution for powering your house and your car.
Or imagine services like Google Fiber coming to every city in the US (or maybe the world?) the option to pay a fee of $300 (or $25 for 12 months) for installation of 5megabit internet which will have no monthly fee. In combination of the last two examples, if you also own your residence, you would only need to work in an extremely reduced fashion since your bills would be very low.
I am hopeful but not "needing" of society to improve in any area just mentioned.
All that aside, I certainly wouldn't mind a job coming my way which aides others in some way. I am limited physically by my inability to stand for extensive periods of time, so it would have to be a sit down job. /shrug
I have since finally made enormous headway in all areas listed, especially acceptance that I may have to spend most of my time doing a meaningless job for a corporation that serves no meaningful purpose for the majority of this incarnation with 80-90% of my incoming going to bills. I now feel it a delightful opportunity to have an extremely fruitful incarnation of learning, polarizing and simply helping others.
The world seems to have much promise in improving in general in several different areas which would improve the plight of needing to work for a living. I know it might sound like gadgetry, but imagine a device which would provide 3-4 kilowatts of power for your home and your electric- engine car. You would only have to purchase the unit, then pay maintenance on it to enjoy a benefit of virtually non-existent energy costs. Also, the added benefit of making virtually no air polution for powering your house and your car.
Or imagine services like Google Fiber coming to every city in the US (or maybe the world?) the option to pay a fee of $300 (or $25 for 12 months) for installation of 5megabit internet which will have no monthly fee. In combination of the last two examples, if you also own your residence, you would only need to work in an extremely reduced fashion since your bills would be very low.
I am hopeful but not "needing" of society to improve in any area just mentioned.
All that aside, I certainly wouldn't mind a job coming my way which aides others in some way. I am limited physically by my inability to stand for extensive periods of time, so it would have to be a sit down job. /shrug