In Search of Free Forms

[Dinko]

Hello Travelers;

I can only begin to understand what is happening in the now but do tell so many things unexpected in a strange world that most of the others who are of this fragmentation being the unit of the soul matrix in slavery to the Orion Union as a result before the cycle had begun of a choice as a group. Yet in the now awareness has grown from within as a result of some harsh mistakes & lessons not yet complete.

The awakening of this fragmentation knows that I am one with the Creator, & seek union but knowing there is the completion of this density plus existence in the to be of 4th to 7th densities. As ye has guessed thou is not a transient passenger however awareness of the self & a little help has found that thee does have an ancestor that is one. Some way the energy that is or was hers exist from within not to be a magician but to obtain the knowledge necessary to achieve graduation.

Yet there are problems from within the life as it has occurred during the un-awakened phase where it sought a life of power, money, & a commandship when it should have focused on being a service to others. As a result of this state of previous conscience negatives have been created & therefore with great care must be removed.

The awakening of one from the abyss is a difficult one for in the knowing of thy self many discoveries have been made. Despite it all negativity though lifting tends to be a slower pace as a result of what was done. Rate of development allows for the veil to lift but understanding of the reasons why ones life is the way it is takes patience & philosophical reasoning. I did not do the function that was to be in the mission. But objectivity & the quest for knowledge has freed the knowing side of awareness of what I do. When I do not think (there it is 'I') self corrective behavioral readjustments must be made to be service to others.

Though awareness that ones has to look for the knowledge, to listen to my innermost feelings, & learn from ones mistakes climbing from the dark into the light takes much work. Programming is slowly being cancelled out but there is a lot to do.

- Intent to serve others & seek the knowledge
- Action has yet to happen positively but work is being done. So far no action is STS due to self imposed slavery conditions
- Outcome is yet to be decided & there are three choices. I do not want red sky, nor do I want graduation to the next level or what we could call the domain of the Serpent Apophis (metaphor for Orion 4th STS density; Ra vs Apophis in Egyptian methodology). It is clear that the seeker wants joy & long periods of reflection & study.

The goals of this soul wants to spread the knowledge for the purpose of serving others, it seeks to be a communicator & in some ways a healer of sorts. Simply the world is in need of spiritual truth because there are many who want to know but the dark ones have the home field advantage of technology that they have the freewill to use to violate yours & mine. We must & are using freewill to say 'no' get out of my space I am a free thinker.

Most of this forums membership is based on the concept of Love & Light but there is another path which is objective love called Knowledge & Service. I have had to learn a lot of detachment, its not completely there but it has been developed to the point that functioning is possible in a very dark & dense place.

I look forward to the quarry that is the Bring4th forum to learn & gather data that is necessary for the quest of knowledge. So much work & so many lessons to achieve. The end of the cylindrical period nears ever closing.

In Service & Knowledge

hi james... thx for sharing