Accessing the Gateway to Intelligent Infinity

[Thorne]

I would think you're already on both sides of the door. In my opinion intelligent infinity is not someplace away from us, it is right here, right now. Even when you feel you are disconnected it is you that feels this. Not reality that is so.

Ultimately yes. The total Self is on both sides. However, your conscious self & personality is secured behind the veil. When Ra speaks of passing through the gateway of intelligent infinity, he is referencing the act of "poking" one's conscious self through the veil for a period of time. It's a temporary crossing from space/time to time/space.

However, it is correct that intelligent infinity permeates this reality and so one is never really separate from it. There is only the illusion of separation as you point out. Regardless, it does take some effort to have a direct experience of ultimate reality from the perspective of your waking self.

It is this direct experience through the gateway that I am seeking.