01-27-2015, 04:42 AM
Hello all, I have quite an introduction and would appreciate it if you read it all before I post my further awakening/remembering.
I’m new here and there are only 2 other forums that I occasionally participate in, one being QHHT(quantum healing hypnosis therapy) and another which is a private meetup group focused on Ayahuasca and other sacred herbs. Otherwise, I don’t really talk or contribute often. My motto is “right words at the right time with the right intentions” However, I feel as though I should contribute with my fellow wanderers.
Well very nice to meet you all and we shall meet when the time is right. Well let us begin the remembering process.
Birth:
I was born under the sign of Pisces into an Asian family in Vancouver,BC, Canada. My birth took mere seconds and my biological mom thought my birth was as easy as pooing if not easier; my biological dad did not witness my birth as I came into the world too quick. I was also the second child though if that made a difference.
My birth was unexpected or an “accident” as my parents told me when I was 18 years old. The birth of the first child(my brother) exhausted and pained my mother so tremendously that she vowed to never have a second child. When they told me the information, they were very emotional and thought that I would be mad or disappointed in them; I was not. However, I became the joy of both my parents and to this day, they still think of my birth as a miracle or a gift.
Growing up:
I was told that I was the most pleasant baby to be around as I never cried and behaved very well. I was told that I started using the chopsticks proficiently before the age of 2. I remembered being able to dry myself after bathing when I was 3. I was off diapers around 3 and maybe because I wanted to imitate my older brother who is 2 years older than me. Anyway moving on to my upbringing, our family used to have a small house on a large land where we grew lots of plants/fruits/vegetables and we also raised rabbits/guinea pigs/dogs(no, we did not eat them). I was then introduced to nature at a young age and had various types of pets growing up.
Catalysts/activations and other paranormal experiences:
-I always believed in something greater and was sensitive to energies/emotions of others for as long as I can remember
-Till this day and ever since I was able to speak and question, I’ve been asking my parents when I was a child, “What is this rainbow dot and lines that I see in my vision?” (Ayahuasca later answered that question explaining the holographic structure of our dimension) Perhaps, it has something to do with my gifts in the near future?
-I was able to see/perceive the dark entities imps/demons/elves up until the age of 10-12 then the experience completely stopped. When I was 25 years old, I was able to once again perceive these entities under the influence of Ayahuasca
-My first activation was the life review/NDE when I nearly drowned to death as a 7 year old. I was saved by the bright loving light and was told my time wasn't up yet. I still don’t quite recall the details of that day too well
-I had around 10 sleep paralysis experiences. My first one was when I was 13 as it was the most frightening experience ever. I would hear the voice of a demon but I would not see it and it was laughing at me in the most wicked way possible. The presence was terrifying and heavy as well. I tried to shout for help but nothing came out of my voice. Reflecting back on that day, reading and watching horror stories will allow thought forms and evil entities to enter one’s psyche
-Throughout ages 13-18, I occasionally did xtc, weed/drank weekly with stupid friends. Under the influence of xtc, my perceptions were enhanced.
-I started unofficially meditating around age 14/15 alone and it was necessary to clear my mind completely before bed or else I know that the negative entities will enter my space. It was during this time that an idea came up to “fight evil with evil or fight darkness with greater darkness”. It was around this time that all my physical and mental energy was devoted to power/darkness. I worked with dark energy throughout these years and whenever I felt an evil sensation near me, I would absorb that vibration and basically eat it. When I meditated, I would concentrate powers on my right hand and suck in energies of the universe that were both good and bad. I became egotistical and a strong being by doing this. I was physically fit and mentally balanced or so I thought at least.
-My parents divorced when I was around 16 and I encouraged the divorce as my parents asked me for advice. Why stay in a relationship when everything has been done and it still doesn’t work? I did not shed a single tear but they did.
-I started seeking for knowledge and reading into esoteric knowledge, witchcraft, auras, chakras, palmistry, astrology, astronomy, tarots, aliens, supernatural/paranormal things around the age of 16
-I had a girlfriend when I was 17 and I still believe that she is a wanderer herself. Perhaps one day, she will wake up and we will reunite again. Our relationship didn't last long but when we broke up, parts of me shattered as well. I was able to read her mind and her emotions; I felt complete and whole. I understand that she is a soul mate now and hence our compatibility was so great. My whole life was based on intuition and the girl that I chose was also based on intuition so it hurt me greatly when we had to break up. Therefore, that life experience was the most painful in my whole life and my heart hurt for days/weeks/months/years.
-When I was 18, my whole life was changed one night at a party with lots of drugs. I overdosed on xtc, weed,cocaine,beer simultaneously just to prove to the stupid young crowd that I can handle it. I tripped out horribly that night. I went home safely after the party but I know today that it was my higher self that walked me home and took me home safely. My egotistical self was long knocked out already from that overdose. It was around 6-7 am when I got home. Lying in bed and sensing my consciousness leaving the body. The life review kicked in again and I was having a conversation with God. I was neither spiritual nor religious at that time but that connection was very real. I was clearly given two choices that time: live and devote yourself to the light or die and see your family suffer upon your death. Of course, I chose life! My body was then surrounded with a loving light and I embraced it for the first time ever. That day marked my conversion of darkness into light.
The spiritual path(in no chronological order and what I have gained through this human experience):
-I do not consider myself religious at all but have found out that many lessons and deities of Buddhism keep showing up in my life(As of 2014, I know which being I once was in previous lives)Therefore, there are many teachings in Buddhisms that I respect greatly.
-I started meditation with an older group of 50-80 year olds when I was around 17. I attended many spiritual talks and healing talks with that group too. They believed that I was a star child and some members claimed that the room was uplifted upon my presence in the room. Upon the death of the founder, the meditation circle then stopped a few years after. However, I still keep in touch with the members to this day.
-I attempted to stop eating red meats when I was around 19 since my parents no longer cooked for us after their divorce; I was free to eat whatever. I stopped eating red meats completely around the age of 21. To begin with, I always hated eating red meat too but was brainwashed by others that we need the protein and all my dad would always cook was pork, pork, pork, pork and occasionally fish/beef/chicken. I had indigestion with red meats and I had raging acne/skin/odor problems when I ate red meats. I tried variety of diets/super foods/combinations and still found vegetarian/vegan to be the most energizing/clean/pure. I ate fish/chicken socially when I was age 22-25 and that was only when I was out with friends/family. I ate vegetarian dishes at home always during those years. Then in September, 2014, I made the conscious choice to stop eating all meats for good and will no longer entertain friends/family and will not pretend to eat something that harms me energetically. I also decided to clean my body of all toxins and embarked on the path to enlightenment. I have since lost a considerable amount of weight and have a body that resembles a yoga practitioner.
-As I had mastered darkness in my earlier years and perhaps ate a lot of lower evil entities(yum), mastering light was just the opposite or one switch away. Instead of sucking in energy, one just has to radiate that energy.
-My right side of the body is cold and my average body temperature is colder than most people. The only time my body heats up is when I am doing energy work or allowing higher energies to flow through me.
-I became a certified hypnotherapist when I was 24. I was trained under Delores Cannon and have read many of her books/sessions.
-My higher self gifted me the gift of healing with hands when I was under the influence of Ayahuasca
-I fast twice a month(new moon and full moon)
-My aura was painted by an indigo child/4D wanderer. My colors are violet/golden with a blue/white pastel hue background
-I do yoga/meditation at least 360 times a year.
-I react strongly with stones and they enhance my energies(Moldavite is probably the most powerful stone I have experienced)
-I consciously bless the food/water that I ingest and have not visited any doctors for over 3 years. I am my doctor.
-My ears heat up when I am around other high vibrational beings/human beings
-I am love/light/unity/joy/god/goddess in flesh
Last but not least, I have penetrated the veils to intelligent infinity both times under the influence of Ayahuasca and it is my daily goal to keep rising in consciousness to permanently have the veil penetrated allowing my higher self and all selves to do work through me without the aid of external influences.
If the messages are correct, 2015 shall be the year that I have my veil penetrated permanently
With love,
Fellow Wanderer of the violet flame
I’m new here and there are only 2 other forums that I occasionally participate in, one being QHHT(quantum healing hypnosis therapy) and another which is a private meetup group focused on Ayahuasca and other sacred herbs. Otherwise, I don’t really talk or contribute often. My motto is “right words at the right time with the right intentions” However, I feel as though I should contribute with my fellow wanderers.
Well very nice to meet you all and we shall meet when the time is right. Well let us begin the remembering process.
Birth:
I was born under the sign of Pisces into an Asian family in Vancouver,BC, Canada. My birth took mere seconds and my biological mom thought my birth was as easy as pooing if not easier; my biological dad did not witness my birth as I came into the world too quick. I was also the second child though if that made a difference.
My birth was unexpected or an “accident” as my parents told me when I was 18 years old. The birth of the first child(my brother) exhausted and pained my mother so tremendously that she vowed to never have a second child. When they told me the information, they were very emotional and thought that I would be mad or disappointed in them; I was not. However, I became the joy of both my parents and to this day, they still think of my birth as a miracle or a gift.
Growing up:
I was told that I was the most pleasant baby to be around as I never cried and behaved very well. I was told that I started using the chopsticks proficiently before the age of 2. I remembered being able to dry myself after bathing when I was 3. I was off diapers around 3 and maybe because I wanted to imitate my older brother who is 2 years older than me. Anyway moving on to my upbringing, our family used to have a small house on a large land where we grew lots of plants/fruits/vegetables and we also raised rabbits/guinea pigs/dogs(no, we did not eat them). I was then introduced to nature at a young age and had various types of pets growing up.
Catalysts/activations and other paranormal experiences:
-I always believed in something greater and was sensitive to energies/emotions of others for as long as I can remember
-Till this day and ever since I was able to speak and question, I’ve been asking my parents when I was a child, “What is this rainbow dot and lines that I see in my vision?” (Ayahuasca later answered that question explaining the holographic structure of our dimension) Perhaps, it has something to do with my gifts in the near future?
-I was able to see/perceive the dark entities imps/demons/elves up until the age of 10-12 then the experience completely stopped. When I was 25 years old, I was able to once again perceive these entities under the influence of Ayahuasca
-My first activation was the life review/NDE when I nearly drowned to death as a 7 year old. I was saved by the bright loving light and was told my time wasn't up yet. I still don’t quite recall the details of that day too well
-I had around 10 sleep paralysis experiences. My first one was when I was 13 as it was the most frightening experience ever. I would hear the voice of a demon but I would not see it and it was laughing at me in the most wicked way possible. The presence was terrifying and heavy as well. I tried to shout for help but nothing came out of my voice. Reflecting back on that day, reading and watching horror stories will allow thought forms and evil entities to enter one’s psyche
-Throughout ages 13-18, I occasionally did xtc, weed/drank weekly with stupid friends. Under the influence of xtc, my perceptions were enhanced.
-I started unofficially meditating around age 14/15 alone and it was necessary to clear my mind completely before bed or else I know that the negative entities will enter my space. It was during this time that an idea came up to “fight evil with evil or fight darkness with greater darkness”. It was around this time that all my physical and mental energy was devoted to power/darkness. I worked with dark energy throughout these years and whenever I felt an evil sensation near me, I would absorb that vibration and basically eat it. When I meditated, I would concentrate powers on my right hand and suck in energies of the universe that were both good and bad. I became egotistical and a strong being by doing this. I was physically fit and mentally balanced or so I thought at least.
-My parents divorced when I was around 16 and I encouraged the divorce as my parents asked me for advice. Why stay in a relationship when everything has been done and it still doesn’t work? I did not shed a single tear but they did.
-I started seeking for knowledge and reading into esoteric knowledge, witchcraft, auras, chakras, palmistry, astrology, astronomy, tarots, aliens, supernatural/paranormal things around the age of 16
-I had a girlfriend when I was 17 and I still believe that she is a wanderer herself. Perhaps one day, she will wake up and we will reunite again. Our relationship didn't last long but when we broke up, parts of me shattered as well. I was able to read her mind and her emotions; I felt complete and whole. I understand that she is a soul mate now and hence our compatibility was so great. My whole life was based on intuition and the girl that I chose was also based on intuition so it hurt me greatly when we had to break up. Therefore, that life experience was the most painful in my whole life and my heart hurt for days/weeks/months/years.
-When I was 18, my whole life was changed one night at a party with lots of drugs. I overdosed on xtc, weed,cocaine,beer simultaneously just to prove to the stupid young crowd that I can handle it. I tripped out horribly that night. I went home safely after the party but I know today that it was my higher self that walked me home and took me home safely. My egotistical self was long knocked out already from that overdose. It was around 6-7 am when I got home. Lying in bed and sensing my consciousness leaving the body. The life review kicked in again and I was having a conversation with God. I was neither spiritual nor religious at that time but that connection was very real. I was clearly given two choices that time: live and devote yourself to the light or die and see your family suffer upon your death. Of course, I chose life! My body was then surrounded with a loving light and I embraced it for the first time ever. That day marked my conversion of darkness into light.
The spiritual path(in no chronological order and what I have gained through this human experience):
-I do not consider myself religious at all but have found out that many lessons and deities of Buddhism keep showing up in my life(As of 2014, I know which being I once was in previous lives)Therefore, there are many teachings in Buddhisms that I respect greatly.
-I started meditation with an older group of 50-80 year olds when I was around 17. I attended many spiritual talks and healing talks with that group too. They believed that I was a star child and some members claimed that the room was uplifted upon my presence in the room. Upon the death of the founder, the meditation circle then stopped a few years after. However, I still keep in touch with the members to this day.
-I attempted to stop eating red meats when I was around 19 since my parents no longer cooked for us after their divorce; I was free to eat whatever. I stopped eating red meats completely around the age of 21. To begin with, I always hated eating red meat too but was brainwashed by others that we need the protein and all my dad would always cook was pork, pork, pork, pork and occasionally fish/beef/chicken. I had indigestion with red meats and I had raging acne/skin/odor problems when I ate red meats. I tried variety of diets/super foods/combinations and still found vegetarian/vegan to be the most energizing/clean/pure. I ate fish/chicken socially when I was age 22-25 and that was only when I was out with friends/family. I ate vegetarian dishes at home always during those years. Then in September, 2014, I made the conscious choice to stop eating all meats for good and will no longer entertain friends/family and will not pretend to eat something that harms me energetically. I also decided to clean my body of all toxins and embarked on the path to enlightenment. I have since lost a considerable amount of weight and have a body that resembles a yoga practitioner.
-As I had mastered darkness in my earlier years and perhaps ate a lot of lower evil entities(yum), mastering light was just the opposite or one switch away. Instead of sucking in energy, one just has to radiate that energy.
-My right side of the body is cold and my average body temperature is colder than most people. The only time my body heats up is when I am doing energy work or allowing higher energies to flow through me.
-I became a certified hypnotherapist when I was 24. I was trained under Delores Cannon and have read many of her books/sessions.
-My higher self gifted me the gift of healing with hands when I was under the influence of Ayahuasca
-I fast twice a month(new moon and full moon)
-My aura was painted by an indigo child/4D wanderer. My colors are violet/golden with a blue/white pastel hue background
-I do yoga/meditation at least 360 times a year.
-I react strongly with stones and they enhance my energies(Moldavite is probably the most powerful stone I have experienced)
-I consciously bless the food/water that I ingest and have not visited any doctors for over 3 years. I am my doctor.
-My ears heat up when I am around other high vibrational beings/human beings
-I am love/light/unity/joy/god/goddess in flesh
Last but not least, I have penetrated the veils to intelligent infinity both times under the influence of Ayahuasca and it is my daily goal to keep rising in consciousness to permanently have the veil penetrated allowing my higher self and all selves to do work through me without the aid of external influences.
If the messages are correct, 2015 shall be the year that I have my veil penetrated permanently
With love,
Fellow Wanderer of the violet flame
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