The Gandhi thread got me thinking...

[Moonfox]

I have certain personality patterns that are usually, as one person on that thread said, reserved for people of negative polarity. I'm not negatively polarized, or if I was supposed to be I have not gone in that direction. I respect people who have, but it just was not for me. I have a brain for detail and am not squeamish at all, so I have done research into some terrible elements of our society involving animals and exposed them to the world through varied means.

I have been insulted, threatened, had entire forums of people gang up on me and I still continue my work for reasons I can only say are a compulsion for me. That is not this forum. This forum is a kind of "home" for me.

It is not pretty work. It is not work that I would suggest anyone who is not inclined as I am start, because it is just a rabbit hole and its easy to lose your way if you don't have a clear vision of what you need to accomplish.

I have a very strong, crystal clear vision of what needs to happen and how it needs to happen but I am basically a talking head who talks really loud. I don't make the policy. I just make the influence. I do research. I write papers. I write letters.

My philosophy is humans first. I believe human life is sacred and especially the lives of our children and seniors, our most vulnerable populations. I believe we have a responsiblity to society to uphold it as such for the future of mankind.

I believe there is true evil in some of the information that is being pushed to people at times and my keyboard gets me in trouble, but I absolutely cannot stay silent over this issue that I am called to help resolve. The end product of the work is that people become enlightened and perhaps are able to make better decisions, but the content of the information I have to provide to people is terrible and most people don't take it well, although if anyone asks a true question regarding the content, I am able to see that and answer as they need.

I have been told I am an excellent "advocate" due to my depth of understanding of the material (personal experience and several years research) plus true desire to in some way benefit mankind, coupled with a deep concern for victims.

The downside is that while the negative content doesn't pierce me, it does wear on me.

If I hadn't had some success in what I do, I'd honestly think I was crazy. Yet here I am, and I've changed minds which is very hard to do.

I guess the Gandhi post must have really gotten to me. I've been thinking about it for days and just had to share when I finally realized why it had made such an impact on me.

[RitaJC]

I have certain personality patterns that are usually, as one person on that thread said, reserved for people of negative polarity. I'm not negatively polarized, or if I was supposed to be I have not gone in that direction. I respect people who have, but it just was not for me. I have a brain for detail and am not squeamish at all, so I have done research into some terrible elements of our society involving animals and exposed them to the world through varied means.

I have been insulted, threatened, had entire forums of people gang up on me and I still continue my work for reasons I can only say are a compulsion for me.  That is not this forum. This forum is a kind of "home" for me.

It is not pretty work. It is not work that I would suggest anyone who is not inclined as I am start, because it is just a rabbit hole and its easy to lose your way if you don't have a clear vision of what you need to accomplish.

I have a very strong, crystal clear vision of what needs to happen and how it needs to happen but I am basically a talking head who talks really loud. I don't make the policy. I just make the influence. I do research. I write papers. I write letters.

My philosophy is humans first. I believe human life is sacred and especially the lives of our children and seniors, our most vulnerable populations. I believe we have a responsiblity to society to uphold it as such for the future of mankind.

I believe there is true evil in some of the information that is being pushed to people at times and my keyboard gets me in trouble, but I absolutely cannot stay silent over this issue that I am called to help resolve. The end product of the work is that people become enlightened and perhaps are able to make better decisions, but the content of the information I have to provide to people is terrible and most people don't take it well, although if anyone asks a true question regarding the content, I am able to see that and answer as they need.

I have been told I am an excellent "advocate" due to my depth of understanding of the material (personal experience and several years research) plus true desire to in some way benefit mankind, coupled with a deep concern for victims.

The downside is that while the negative content doesn't pierce me, it does wear on me.

If I hadn't had some success in what I do, I'd honestly think I was crazy. Yet here I am, and I've changed minds which is very hard to do.

I guess the Gandhi post must have really gotten to me. I've been thinking about it for days and just had to share when I finally realized why it had made such an impact on me.

I'm really sorry you have to play this role in our collective experience.

Thank you so much for doing it, so I don't have to.

Love & Peace

[Moonfox]

I haven't done work on a grand scale, that I'm aware of, in saying I don't know that my work would affect a large portion of the population. But for a small community of victims I have made a difference, and the information I have provided probably has saved lives. I don't know how long I will be called to do this but I will work as long as I'm supposed to. I am uniquely qualified for the work.