(02-25-2019, 08:29 PM)Moonfox Wrote: I have certain personality patterns that are usually, as one person on that thread said, reserved for people of negative polarity. I'm not negatively polarized, or if I was supposed to be I have not gone in that direction. I respect people who have, but it just was not for me. I have a brain for detail and am not squeamish at all, so I have done research into some terrible elements of our society involving animals and exposed them to the world through varied means.

I have been insulted, threatened, had entire forums of people gang up on me and I still continue my work for reasons I can only say are a compulsion for me.  That is not this forum. This forum is a kind of "home" for me.

It is not pretty work. It is not work that I would suggest anyone who is not inclined as I am start, because it is just a rabbit hole and its easy to lose your way if you don't have a clear vision of what you need to accomplish.

I have a very strong, crystal clear vision of what needs to happen and how it needs to happen but I am basically a talking head who talks really loud. I don't make the policy. I just make the influence. I do research. I write papers. I write letters.

My philosophy is humans first. I believe human life is sacred and especially the lives of our children and seniors, our most vulnerable populations. I believe we have a responsiblity to society to uphold it as such for the future of mankind.

I believe there is true evil in some of the information that is being pushed to people at times and my keyboard gets me in trouble, but I absolutely cannot stay silent over this issue that I am called to help resolve. The end product of the work is that people become enlightened and perhaps are able to make better decisions, but the content of the information I have to provide to people is terrible and most people don't take it well, although if anyone asks a true question regarding the content, I am able to see that and answer as they need.

I have been told I am an excellent "advocate" due to my depth of understanding of the material (personal experience and several years research) plus true desire to in some way benefit mankind, coupled with a deep concern for victims.

The downside is that while the negative content doesn't pierce me, it does wear on me.

If I hadn't had some success in what I do, I'd honestly think I was crazy. Yet here I am, and I've changed minds which is very hard to do.

I guess the Gandhi post must have really gotten to me. I've been thinking about it for days and just had to share when I finally realized why it had made such an impact on me.