How to break a spiritual contract made discarnately? (if possible)

[Sprout]

when I was 7-8 yo I had a couple friends older than me(15-16), they would take me to abandoned buildings and would sit there masturbating, and ask me to do it for them until they finish(had no clue at the time what we were doing)

[DungBeetle]

Do it this: http://www.heartki.com/21-day-spiritual-...l-michael/

Thank you so much for that link. I believe it may have saved my life, and that is far from an overstatement.

Be careful and research this a little further.. My gut tells me there has to be a downside to breaking any contracts. I have no idea as I am no expert, just saying. I would like to know as well. I posted somewhere else a youtube channel called "mindandmagick" which has a series called "mystery school" with like 150+ videos. It goes into grounding, protecting, magick, etc. He has many videos that might help. Give it a look.

[AnthroHeart]

If you have mental illness, be careful with magick. It can unbalance you.
That is why I am pursuing path of a mystic, rather than a magickal path.

[unity100]

I feel as though I must break my karma contracts I suspect I made or commit suicide. Is there any advice that I may receive?

Changing one's life circumstances, plan, agreements seems possible to the extent of development of the entity, its awareness within current incarnation, its deep desires, and conscious realization. And, potentially some stubbornness and perseverance on that wish.

That said, its no joke. The process and its aftermath would be a major pressure, not unlike the pressure you may be experiencing now. After all, if some change would just surf in through one's way, it would just have been happening due to entity's own path making that happen and it would be easy, even automatic. In such a change you mention, it wouldnt be like that.

I've been through such psychic attacks that the particular tone/taste/type of my suffering at times became ineffable--simply unable to be put into words. But it's not the intensity of the suffering that's getting to me, friends, it's the duration. I've suffered enough. Can anyone help me suffer less so that I may continue living in order to aid humanity merely with my presence as a Wanderer? I am asking completely without faith.

Changing one's circumstances, habits, even eating habits would do a great deal. In further cases, changing one's lifestyle, job, location, even social circle.

However, there is one thing.

Spiritual pain, a sorrow that is intangible, indescribable deep down, is one of the phases of the development of an entity upon its spiritual path, and its a pretty advanced stage. Checking the material for that would give indicators, also looking at the 'suffering' that is described by prominent characters ranging from philosophers to sufis and seekers throughout history can also paint clearer pictures.

But the entity itself can conclude if that is truly spiritual pain that must be suffered, or some other situation that should be changed.

[flofrog]

If the pain is not entirely spiritual, which unity 100 just spoke about, then if that can help, both Ra and Qu’o speak about the fact of going through pain, watching it, examining it, feeling it, but not reacting to it. More like hello pain, welcoming you and examining you. Don’t know if that helps, but it did for me