Thought I might share with you a little bit about what's been happening with me in an attempt to inspire others.
I need to share this first story as a prelude to the recent, more specific events.
Back in June 2015, about 2 weeks before re-discovering the Law of One, I was at Mums n ended up in a bad mood over something. I was aware that I got really dark, but kinda just put it down to always being like that. Then, I removed myself from the company of my mrs n son cos I could feel the anger building. I went into the room to cool off.
I was sitting on the end of my bed n I remembered about 10 years earlier around 2005, sitting in the exact same spot n feeling dark. I said to myself (10 years back) "I don't care anymore, you can have me"...before that, I had regular "shadow being" experiences, but that was the point when I let it in and embraced it.
So, I'm sitting there n realize that I have to tell it to get out. I picture my ancestors standing beside/around me and say "LEAVE" in my mind n really mean it. I feel a burning sensation up my spine and then all of a sudden I feel light...Sooo much energy, I had to do pull ups n stuff just to release all the energy I wasn't used to having...that "it" was feeding off.
My partner was in the lounge addressing the entity she knew had control of me. She told it that it knows we are on a positive path and that if it comes near us or our son again, it will burn up. Then she knew it was on the other side of the door, which coincided with me telling it to leave in the room.
At the exact same time, my Mum was next door. She told me the next day that, just before she came home, she broke down n cried uncontrollably n couldn't understand why. When she got home, she had been in her room and felt something trying to get her to let it into her. She told it to leave and that was when she started feeling better.
Fast forward to three days ago.
My partner tells me "he's a prince".
Which I take in stride, balancing the feelings of elitism that this could feed, if left unchecked.
Then yesterday, I'm going through my usual self loathing anguish when she says "one day, we'll be through all this and they know this, and they all get bonuses n sip champagne when they can get you to do this..." and then, without even a pause she says "Goebbels".
I'm like "what the f*** is a Goebbels?".
"Thats his name...I saw them sitting there when I said the thing about the champagne and they were relaxing and congratulating each other...then that name dropped into my head clear as day"
So we go to Google n lo n behold...there he is! Joseph Goebbels...the man who succeeded Hitler and then killed himself.
He was the one ramping up the war Nazi war effort using propaganda of radio and tv.
My partner and I are doing something similar but using music and video for positive ends...also, I just walked into a job at a radio station as "production engineer" and have alot of creative control in all aspects of it. I only wanted to record my partners raps n he says "how about I train you and you can run the studio?"....um yes bro, that'll suit me down to the ground thanks...here comes fourth dimensional influenced radio lol. Oh and all praises to the OIC always, all ways.
Joseph had respiratory problems.
At age 16 I contracted bronchitis and never fully recovered, leading to a lifetime of brown flem and breathing issues.
To top all this off...my cousin tells me last week that my great uncle was minister of defense during WW2 and was responsible for sending THE ENTIRE COUNTRY OF NZ TO WAR!
Not to mention the fact that my ancestors who, ive discovered, were eating people right up to my great Grandfathers day...were Chiefs that carved the Orion constellations into rock and wood.
My Grandfather was the chief that did the welcoming ceremonies for the queen of England in 1951 when she came to NZ.
I feel like I'm here to help balance all of this.
Alot of pain and suffering has lead me to this point in space/time.
I feel like my partner and I are about to do what we were put here for.
I just want to encourage my brothers and sisters...there is a change about to happen that will be remembered for eternity...and we get to experience it together.
Love to all...the light and the dark.
I need to share this first story as a prelude to the recent, more specific events.
Back in June 2015, about 2 weeks before re-discovering the Law of One, I was at Mums n ended up in a bad mood over something. I was aware that I got really dark, but kinda just put it down to always being like that. Then, I removed myself from the company of my mrs n son cos I could feel the anger building. I went into the room to cool off.
I was sitting on the end of my bed n I remembered about 10 years earlier around 2005, sitting in the exact same spot n feeling dark. I said to myself (10 years back) "I don't care anymore, you can have me"...before that, I had regular "shadow being" experiences, but that was the point when I let it in and embraced it.
So, I'm sitting there n realize that I have to tell it to get out. I picture my ancestors standing beside/around me and say "LEAVE" in my mind n really mean it. I feel a burning sensation up my spine and then all of a sudden I feel light...Sooo much energy, I had to do pull ups n stuff just to release all the energy I wasn't used to having...that "it" was feeding off.
My partner was in the lounge addressing the entity she knew had control of me. She told it that it knows we are on a positive path and that if it comes near us or our son again, it will burn up. Then she knew it was on the other side of the door, which coincided with me telling it to leave in the room.
At the exact same time, my Mum was next door. She told me the next day that, just before she came home, she broke down n cried uncontrollably n couldn't understand why. When she got home, she had been in her room and felt something trying to get her to let it into her. She told it to leave and that was when she started feeling better.
Fast forward to three days ago.
My partner tells me "he's a prince".
Which I take in stride, balancing the feelings of elitism that this could feed, if left unchecked.
Then yesterday, I'm going through my usual self loathing anguish when she says "one day, we'll be through all this and they know this, and they all get bonuses n sip champagne when they can get you to do this..." and then, without even a pause she says "Goebbels".
I'm like "what the f*** is a Goebbels?".
"Thats his name...I saw them sitting there when I said the thing about the champagne and they were relaxing and congratulating each other...then that name dropped into my head clear as day"
So we go to Google n lo n behold...there he is! Joseph Goebbels...the man who succeeded Hitler and then killed himself.
He was the one ramping up the war Nazi war effort using propaganda of radio and tv.
My partner and I are doing something similar but using music and video for positive ends...also, I just walked into a job at a radio station as "production engineer" and have alot of creative control in all aspects of it. I only wanted to record my partners raps n he says "how about I train you and you can run the studio?"....um yes bro, that'll suit me down to the ground thanks...here comes fourth dimensional influenced radio lol. Oh and all praises to the OIC always, all ways.
Joseph had respiratory problems.
At age 16 I contracted bronchitis and never fully recovered, leading to a lifetime of brown flem and breathing issues.
To top all this off...my cousin tells me last week that my great uncle was minister of defense during WW2 and was responsible for sending THE ENTIRE COUNTRY OF NZ TO WAR!
Not to mention the fact that my ancestors who, ive discovered, were eating people right up to my great Grandfathers day...were Chiefs that carved the Orion constellations into rock and wood.
My Grandfather was the chief that did the welcoming ceremonies for the queen of England in 1951 when she came to NZ.
I feel like I'm here to help balance all of this.
Alot of pain and suffering has lead me to this point in space/time.
I feel like my partner and I are about to do what we were put here for.
I just want to encourage my brothers and sisters...there is a change about to happen that will be remembered for eternity...and we get to experience it together.
Love to all...the light and the dark.
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Their greetings are a gift, an oppurtunity, which I see that you already know
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Cheers. 