03-25-2014, 12:21 PM
I'm very tired here as well, and seeking something new, so...I'll find something new here. Your confusion and hurt seems to stem from a lack of self confidence. Either you can find it within yourself, or something has to manifest it in you, but you need to love yourself, accept yourself, be happy with who you are and understand the power you have within yourself to create change; to change the lives of others (positively if you choose), and to change your own life. Do not look to Ra, or any other external source for help. Do you not understand Gemini Wolf, you are a part of the creator. You are a part of this whole thing. You are important and you can help others who may be like you, or others who may not be like you
Learn to accept and Love yourself Gemini. I don't even know you, but I like you. You are a part of this Universe, and strangely enough, the Universe is also a part of you. Love your body, and yourself. Exercise, run, lift weights, go in the park and do calisthenics exercises in nature. Walk, talk to the Earth, and the plants and the animals. Eat healthily, give your body rest when it needs rest. Meet other people, try to help other people in ways you can. Understand that you cannot help everyone and you will not always be able to help the people you want, in the way you, or they want - but try when you can. This world...this society is a hard place to live in, especially if money isn't in abundance, but try to make the best of it while you're here. Do not give up on yourself Gemini.
And, if you feel you have to isolate yourself from it for a while to become better, maybe consider joining a monastery, perhaps a Buddhist one? But, learn to accept and Love yourself.
If you leave this world, I will miss you, and I am sure some others will. But, you are free to do that as well. But, be kind to yourself and allow yourself to learn, and to grow. And teach yourself, grow yourself. Become a kinder, wiser, better, stronger, humbler you. And do not rely on Ra or any other to do so. You may be here to help learn and understand that; self-growth catalysed by self-will and self-love.
All the best to you my brother. You will not be happy everyday, no one will. Some days will be a lot harder than others, from now until Infinity, but all the best to you my brother.
Learn to accept and Love yourself Gemini. I don't even know you, but I like you. You are a part of this Universe, and strangely enough, the Universe is also a part of you. Love your body, and yourself. Exercise, run, lift weights, go in the park and do calisthenics exercises in nature. Walk, talk to the Earth, and the plants and the animals. Eat healthily, give your body rest when it needs rest. Meet other people, try to help other people in ways you can. Understand that you cannot help everyone and you will not always be able to help the people you want, in the way you, or they want - but try when you can. This world...this society is a hard place to live in, especially if money isn't in abundance, but try to make the best of it while you're here. Do not give up on yourself Gemini.
And, if you feel you have to isolate yourself from it for a while to become better, maybe consider joining a monastery, perhaps a Buddhist one? But, learn to accept and Love yourself.
If you leave this world, I will miss you, and I am sure some others will. But, you are free to do that as well. But, be kind to yourself and allow yourself to learn, and to grow. And teach yourself, grow yourself. Become a kinder, wiser, better, stronger, humbler you. And do not rely on Ra or any other to do so. You may be here to help learn and understand that; self-growth catalysed by self-will and self-love.
All the best to you my brother. You will not be happy everyday, no one will. Some days will be a lot harder than others, from now until Infinity, but all the best to you my brother.