01-23-2010, 02:28 PM
As you start to give off a more radiant light, those who see you and are ready come from the darkness towards you to light up their own lights! 
My suggestion: Examine those uncomfortable thoughts that come up when you are seemingly put in a position to give wisdom. What part of you are those thoughts directed towards? Are they serving yourself? Do they contain a hint of fear? A hint of the desire to control? ("I don't want to be put in this position. I don't want other people to think such and such about me.") Complaint thoughts are often spoken in story form and are the result of the ego victimizing itself. The ego doesn't want to die as the spiritual self is born. But the ego doesn't have to die. It, like all darkness, can be acknowledged and shown love.
I think that if you're receiving these requests from the world around you for awakening wisdom and are wholeheartedly delivering upon them, then there's certainly nothing to be afraid of! In fact, if you are a wanderer, you're fulfilling your destiny! If you're not a wanderer, I'd still say you're fulfilling your destiny! haha And as we approach Harvest time, we'll certainly be seeing more people huddling close to the lights as they learn the ways of love.
My suggestion: Examine those uncomfortable thoughts that come up when you are seemingly put in a position to give wisdom. What part of you are those thoughts directed towards? Are they serving yourself? Do they contain a hint of fear? A hint of the desire to control? ("I don't want to be put in this position. I don't want other people to think such and such about me.") Complaint thoughts are often spoken in story form and are the result of the ego victimizing itself. The ego doesn't want to die as the spiritual self is born. But the ego doesn't have to die. It, like all darkness, can be acknowledged and shown love.
I think that if you're receiving these requests from the world around you for awakening wisdom and are wholeheartedly delivering upon them, then there's certainly nothing to be afraid of! In fact, if you are a wanderer, you're fulfilling your destiny! If you're not a wanderer, I'd still say you're fulfilling your destiny! haha And as we approach Harvest time, we'll certainly be seeing more people huddling close to the lights as they learn the ways of love.