01-12-2010, 06:59 PM
hi transiten
i'm not sure if this is relevant or helpful but i had a pretty sharp rap on the knuckles recently when the universe pointed out to me that i was reading far far too much into signs and obstacles and the right path for me being the 'easiest', or the path requiring least confrontation.
i had an attempted house purchase dragging on and on and on for nearly 6 months, problem after problem, i was starting to think that this perfect flat must not be meant for me, indeed i did vocalise that several times, instead of taking control of the situation and making it happen.
turned out i simply had the gift of my mortgage arrangement being assigned to someone completely incompetent and who was also partial to telling the occassional untruth. as soon as i took action the incompetence of this individual was revealed and the whole process went absolutely smoothly, and i move in 4 weeks
one thing i notice when a lesson has been learnt for me is that it feels as though my guides or higher self or the universe is finding my slowness at learning these lessons pretty hilarious, it's quite a strange sensation, as though my higher self has whacked me on the head with a plank of wood and said 'at last, you get it, what took you so long?!' whilst chuckling
another thing i notice is that while in the swirling complexities of a particular catalyst i can rationalise and explain the situation, everyone else's behaviour, motivations, reasons to do things, reasons not to do things in 1001 differnet ways, but the answer is always ridiculously simple
i hope you can find an 'ah-ha!!!' moment soon and move through this current catalyst
i'm not sure if this is relevant or helpful but i had a pretty sharp rap on the knuckles recently when the universe pointed out to me that i was reading far far too much into signs and obstacles and the right path for me being the 'easiest', or the path requiring least confrontation.
i had an attempted house purchase dragging on and on and on for nearly 6 months, problem after problem, i was starting to think that this perfect flat must not be meant for me, indeed i did vocalise that several times, instead of taking control of the situation and making it happen.
turned out i simply had the gift of my mortgage arrangement being assigned to someone completely incompetent and who was also partial to telling the occassional untruth. as soon as i took action the incompetence of this individual was revealed and the whole process went absolutely smoothly, and i move in 4 weeks
one thing i notice when a lesson has been learnt for me is that it feels as though my guides or higher self or the universe is finding my slowness at learning these lessons pretty hilarious, it's quite a strange sensation, as though my higher self has whacked me on the head with a plank of wood and said 'at last, you get it, what took you so long?!' whilst chuckling
another thing i notice is that while in the swirling complexities of a particular catalyst i can rationalise and explain the situation, everyone else's behaviour, motivations, reasons to do things, reasons not to do things in 1001 differnet ways, but the answer is always ridiculously simple
i hope you can find an 'ah-ha!!!' moment soon and move through this current catalyst