12-08-2009, 08:39 PM
Wow, congratulations.
I had some visions like this, but I've been reluctant to share. The reason is like any of it I can't just believe it's real just because *I* saw it. And it's very specific, I accepted much of my understanding because the outside world later on confirmed it, at least by people saying specifically the same thing but sometimes on a much larger scale. But some very specific things have not and are not likely to be confirmed.
When I was born I totally did not buy into this reality. I was born premature. I wanted it to go away. I did not eat or drink I only slept. It was all a bit close. I survived but I still didn't buy it. I wanted to know where I came from. What this was, why it was so disharmonious, I rejected this world and was pushing myself out of it. I must have asked a thousand questions.. I think they were forced to make a choice, help him live or prepare to bring him back home. They spoke. (I guess they were enjoying the quiet Sundays without me)
It's difficult for me to speak specifically about what they told me. You have to understand I was a kid, I'm technically still not sure what of my childhood fantasies was real and what was imagined. I would disbelieve all of it if it weren't for people like you and Carla telling me that much of the story is true and not only that that it's actually rather common for people to experience this. But the specific stuff is much closer to the borderline between what is clearly imagined by a child and what's clearly bigger than that.
Ok, just a little then, we're humanoid, but child like. We're essentially approaching the 3d/4d boundary like Terrans. We're under the care of an elder race that achieved a social memory complex and have been part of their world long before they did. I understand initially we started to live with them in what would be our 2d phase when they were 3d. Because most communication between ourselves and the elder race is telepathic and their attitude towards us is really very loving. The result is a lack of catalyst. We short-circuited the mechanism of individuality. Totally severing the connection now would be traumatizing most are not ready for this and the elder race would suffer a severe loss itself. There's a strong feeling and acceptance that destinies are forever intertwined. But the younger race is not capable of deciding this for themselves. They lack context, and a sufficient concept of self. A few were seeded across the galaxy on planets about to make the shift to 4d. And experience it as one of their inhabitants. Through our connection the rest of the race would then acquire the experience and bridge the gap. They would be able to consider themselves as individuals and decide for that individual. Incidentally at some point I had to do that on a personal level and it was a bump in the road.
I was one of them, and after a fairly shaky start have rooted on earth. I thank my brothers and elders for their intervention and continued assistance. Especially their patience. I am here and with my human and other kind brethren will step into the new light.
This information flow went on for a good number of years of my early childhood. I essentially asked all that a kid would ask. As an adult the information flow is much more sporadic. I think after they chose to intervene they adopted the policy to answer all questions without breaking the rule of free will more than was already done. So I only got a simple briefing about earth, the positive expectation of 2012 in very broad terms: Earthlings have to make a choice, some try to influence this choice, others positioned themselves to restore the balance. But some unknown happened, as if humanities dormant social memory complex made a choice whilst technically still unborn but it has the effect of people maturing much faster than expected.
I hope that wasn't too weird :-/
At any rate if my story is anything near an average gone funny I expect anyone who considers himself a wanderer to have the confidence that your people are perfectly aware of you. Their interventions and communications are not allowed to break the law of free will. Therefore typically communications come like these visions and flashes of understanding. Visions that make you wonder: Did I imagine it? Accept them as vistas of an alternate world without trying to judge the world and let that world develop. Allow the total message to come through before judging it. The world will then either convince you or fail to convince you. If it convinces you and at the same time you are rooting yourself into the earth. We become true bridges. Isn't that the essence of a wanderer, to connect two worlds?
I had some visions like this, but I've been reluctant to share. The reason is like any of it I can't just believe it's real just because *I* saw it. And it's very specific, I accepted much of my understanding because the outside world later on confirmed it, at least by people saying specifically the same thing but sometimes on a much larger scale. But some very specific things have not and are not likely to be confirmed.
When I was born I totally did not buy into this reality. I was born premature. I wanted it to go away. I did not eat or drink I only slept. It was all a bit close. I survived but I still didn't buy it. I wanted to know where I came from. What this was, why it was so disharmonious, I rejected this world and was pushing myself out of it. I must have asked a thousand questions.. I think they were forced to make a choice, help him live or prepare to bring him back home. They spoke. (I guess they were enjoying the quiet Sundays without me)
It's difficult for me to speak specifically about what they told me. You have to understand I was a kid, I'm technically still not sure what of my childhood fantasies was real and what was imagined. I would disbelieve all of it if it weren't for people like you and Carla telling me that much of the story is true and not only that that it's actually rather common for people to experience this. But the specific stuff is much closer to the borderline between what is clearly imagined by a child and what's clearly bigger than that.
Ok, just a little then, we're humanoid, but child like. We're essentially approaching the 3d/4d boundary like Terrans. We're under the care of an elder race that achieved a social memory complex and have been part of their world long before they did. I understand initially we started to live with them in what would be our 2d phase when they were 3d. Because most communication between ourselves and the elder race is telepathic and their attitude towards us is really very loving. The result is a lack of catalyst. We short-circuited the mechanism of individuality. Totally severing the connection now would be traumatizing most are not ready for this and the elder race would suffer a severe loss itself. There's a strong feeling and acceptance that destinies are forever intertwined. But the younger race is not capable of deciding this for themselves. They lack context, and a sufficient concept of self. A few were seeded across the galaxy on planets about to make the shift to 4d. And experience it as one of their inhabitants. Through our connection the rest of the race would then acquire the experience and bridge the gap. They would be able to consider themselves as individuals and decide for that individual. Incidentally at some point I had to do that on a personal level and it was a bump in the road.
I was one of them, and after a fairly shaky start have rooted on earth. I thank my brothers and elders for their intervention and continued assistance. Especially their patience. I am here and with my human and other kind brethren will step into the new light.
This information flow went on for a good number of years of my early childhood. I essentially asked all that a kid would ask. As an adult the information flow is much more sporadic. I think after they chose to intervene they adopted the policy to answer all questions without breaking the rule of free will more than was already done. So I only got a simple briefing about earth, the positive expectation of 2012 in very broad terms: Earthlings have to make a choice, some try to influence this choice, others positioned themselves to restore the balance. But some unknown happened, as if humanities dormant social memory complex made a choice whilst technically still unborn but it has the effect of people maturing much faster than expected.
I hope that wasn't too weird :-/
At any rate if my story is anything near an average gone funny I expect anyone who considers himself a wanderer to have the confidence that your people are perfectly aware of you. Their interventions and communications are not allowed to break the law of free will. Therefore typically communications come like these visions and flashes of understanding. Visions that make you wonder: Did I imagine it? Accept them as vistas of an alternate world without trying to judge the world and let that world develop. Allow the total message to come through before judging it. The world will then either convince you or fail to convince you. If it convinces you and at the same time you are rooting yourself into the earth. We become true bridges. Isn't that the essence of a wanderer, to connect two worlds?