Chaotikmind thanks for reminding me of some of the earlier experiences I had in this lifetime with chi, or martial arts type thinking. It's a dance worth knowing, and I think I know enough of it.
I find in the struggles of business life in America, where I live and work, that one often encounters those skilled in those games. It's a fact of life and I chose to come here, so even though it tires me out quite often and I wonder why I don't move to a nicer place, this is where I'm supposed to be. Part of my mission must be to teach people like you the limits of STS approaches. It has to be, because otherwise I would be a doormat, and I am not. So I must win and I do, by knowing the tricks and thinking a step or further ahead. Of course you are not to know I did that, not even afterwards. I don't value that you should know what hit you.
It's tiring, but I find that my life energy is replenished and my body is healthy. There is no contradiction between this activity and other STO activities, because in both cases one can do the appropriate thing, to give back to each what they should have. There's more work to do. You may have the opportunity to fight me some day. I'm not going to thank you for anything because I believe it's my job to keep light flowing, and not just to you.
I find in the struggles of business life in America, where I live and work, that one often encounters those skilled in those games. It's a fact of life and I chose to come here, so even though it tires me out quite often and I wonder why I don't move to a nicer place, this is where I'm supposed to be. Part of my mission must be to teach people like you the limits of STS approaches. It has to be, because otherwise I would be a doormat, and I am not. So I must win and I do, by knowing the tricks and thinking a step or further ahead. Of course you are not to know I did that, not even afterwards. I don't value that you should know what hit you.
It's tiring, but I find that my life energy is replenished and my body is healthy. There is no contradiction between this activity and other STO activities, because in both cases one can do the appropriate thing, to give back to each what they should have. There's more work to do. You may have the opportunity to fight me some day. I'm not going to thank you for anything because I believe it's my job to keep light flowing, and not just to you.