02-28-2012, 07:16 PM
Yes Azrael, I have always known that much of my problem has been emotional instability. as a child I recall laying in bed at night and listening to my crazed mother having her tantrums, and I would escape into my own place of ignorance and realize I was levitating under my blankets.
My mother was in a nunnery before she became pregnant with me, and at a very yound age she taught me the meditation techniques she learned there. I became able to so intensely focus on my inner self that I could regularly leave my body. I was too young to know anything about it, and never tried to go anywhere. But I did know that I was doing something that was not normal. I always felt like I needed to remain close to my bed, but mow I realize it was a fear of leaving my body.
As I got older and began to experinece emotional disturbances with friends and family, and in particular my first love, I realized that I was begiining to lose the ability to concentrate enough to enter into those spiritual states, as I used to call them. And then one night with a group of friends we had a session with a night of levitating where I had a very bad experience, and since that time I have not been able to levitate since.
It seems that emotional baggage is definitely a barrier to some of my abiltiies. You are absolutely correct on this.
Azrael I would very much like to know more about this. Can you point me to where you are getting this information from?
My mother was in a nunnery before she became pregnant with me, and at a very yound age she taught me the meditation techniques she learned there. I became able to so intensely focus on my inner self that I could regularly leave my body. I was too young to know anything about it, and never tried to go anywhere. But I did know that I was doing something that was not normal. I always felt like I needed to remain close to my bed, but mow I realize it was a fear of leaving my body.
As I got older and began to experinece emotional disturbances with friends and family, and in particular my first love, I realized that I was begiining to lose the ability to concentrate enough to enter into those spiritual states, as I used to call them. And then one night with a group of friends we had a session with a night of levitating where I had a very bad experience, and since that time I have not been able to levitate since.
It seems that emotional baggage is definitely a barrier to some of my abiltiies. You are absolutely correct on this.
(02-28-2012, 07:10 PM)Azrael Wrote: I feel it is the connective between your root chakra and sacral chakra which is weakened, perhaps a dualistic perception of some event of the past which needs to be viewed more objectively.
I hope you discover the key to your flowing!
The formula is quite simple - imbalances of emotional/dynamic energies responsible for the maintenance of the "Lower Self" cause an excess amount of energy to be generated in the Third Eye to "digest" all of the creative/emotional thoughts that are needing to be processed within the field. If the throat, and heart are also blocked, it makes for an even more intense vibration in the Third Eye, for the Third Eye never closes, and thus is the "default" center for digestion of impressions/energetic impacts/flows.
Azrael I would very much like to know more about this. Can you point me to where you are getting this information from?