karmically involved wanderer

[AnthroHeart]

Being harvestable is being able to accept a certain intensity of Creator's love and light.
As I understand it, we're the only one that determins if we are ready for 4D harvest.
We are always at the perfect place we need to be at, when we need to be there according to Bashar.
I've been pretty crappy to some other people in the past, but I've learned to forgive myself.
Still, sometimes old feelings surface, and I deal with them the best I can.
I do my best now to search out opportunities for being of service to others.
It's all about right now, the everpresent now. As Ra says, this moment contains love.
Even if we can't see it, there is love.

By being here on this site now, and asking the questions you are asking, I don't think you've forgotten your mission. You're conscious of things that many others are not. You consciously are working to get through your karma, and that's a good sign.

When I'm feeling out of it, I ask the angels to come into my heart and help give me that much needed boost of love. It helps me deal with a lot of my anxieties of life.