What is beyond oneness?

[flofrog]

I often observe things all around me to understand what it is that I could be looking at. I spend a lot of time in my bedroom staring at the wall past my computer screen. I have asked others if they have observed a grainy texture. None have been able to see this or understand what I am trying to say.

No - not a grainy texture, but it is something like Nero is seeing at the end in the matrix trilogy - the stuff / data the world is made of.
Not only the stuff / data of the fictional world, the stuff of any matter the real earth and everything is made of too.

I think I understand what you are referring to. Let's try another observation that is somewhat related. Go outside and look up at a clear blue sky. Are you able to see something moving? It should appear as specks of white light but with no order. Give your eyes time to adjust. This may or may not be seen immediately. It is your free will to understand what you may be observing.

Quincunx,
this is what I have observed : Any time I am in a forest I now see this sort of ballet of particles all around. I see that too for example inside house if I look down towards the trim were floor meets wall, and particularly well if some heat is on.  

I love love watching this outside in a forest, around trees...  So I dont know if this relates to what you see, but it feels to me it might..