Astral Healing

[Anders]

When trying to consciously entering the blackening stage I experienced increased suffering. The black sun is absolutely enormous as Gigi Young explained and it actually represents our whole reality in the form of the past. So I guess one shouldn't underestimate the difficulty of dealing with the blackening stage.

I suspect that one mistake I made was to forget about the transparent crystal and got caught in worrisome thinking. To access the transparent crystal is challenging and it's like the spiritual enlightened state that nonduality teachers and others have talked about. What I will experiment with is to use an intermediate step of going into direct feelings and emotions. Even that is challenging but at least something that can be practiced by instead of dwelling on troubling thoughts to focus on feelings and emotions only and in that way transmute them into inner peace along with dissolving the painful thoughts.