04-17-2009, 05:08 PM
On the subject of STS. And just pulling off from these detailed definitions for a second, I had an experience the other day that proved to me the usefulness of an understanding of the STS path when polarising STO.
I was going to the allotment, with two other people, and was not in a good mood. I was quite irritated for a while, and the allotment was very pleasant. Sun, kids laughing etc. I kept getting a feeling in my left ear, like the ringing I get which sometimes means look closely at your thoughts.
Two things I learn't. Firstly; being in a bad mood, just slightly irritated for a while is enough to affect polarity. Secondly; the thing that was actually annoying me was the kids laughing. They were just annoying me. I kept thinking how I prefer silence.
But, I had seen recently a very well played service to self fictional character that expressed the same views. 'I hate this time, it's so noisy.' That was what helped me understand my thoughts at the time. So understanding polarisation and opposites can be very helpful.
I was going to the allotment, with two other people, and was not in a good mood. I was quite irritated for a while, and the allotment was very pleasant. Sun, kids laughing etc. I kept getting a feeling in my left ear, like the ringing I get which sometimes means look closely at your thoughts.
Two things I learn't. Firstly; being in a bad mood, just slightly irritated for a while is enough to affect polarity. Secondly; the thing that was actually annoying me was the kids laughing. They were just annoying me. I kept thinking how I prefer silence.
But, I had seen recently a very well played service to self fictional character that expressed the same views. 'I hate this time, it's so noisy.' That was what helped me understand my thoughts at the time. So understanding polarisation and opposites can be very helpful.