Judgmental, reactionary people deeply controlled by their subconscious being manipulated by corrupt tyrants who have a better understanding of psychology and are able to hide their true vibration/soul/thoughts in fourth density (even Ra said this is possible, just more difficult in fourth density, and STS groups exploit that to the fullest).
People torturing you for fun, all the joys in life ripped away, a world dedicated crushing the magickal feeling of alone-ness that you used to have when reading a book or writing a story or playing with action figures as a kid.
Corrupt government agents and religious figures who are as bad as anyone else capitalizing on the situation and thinking they have the right to judge others based on their own narrowminded worldviews.
No happiness, no hope. Pain intensifying. People laughing at you and going out of their way to hurt you until you can't take it anymore and retaliate, and then you're the bad guy.
Everyone faulting you for having no compassion when you've received none.
A life of pain and agony, sadness and hopelessness, ruined by bad decisions and idiots who broke you for their own greedy agendas, and they make off with the world while you don't have anything worth having at all.
Others not affording you mercy, but expecting you to be merciful to every idiot who accosts you in the street.
Trying to "change" you "for the better" with the same kind of torture that made you the way you are.
I hate all of you.
I really, really do.
People torturing you for fun, all the joys in life ripped away, a world dedicated crushing the magickal feeling of alone-ness that you used to have when reading a book or writing a story or playing with action figures as a kid.
Corrupt government agents and religious figures who are as bad as anyone else capitalizing on the situation and thinking they have the right to judge others based on their own narrowminded worldviews.
No happiness, no hope. Pain intensifying. People laughing at you and going out of their way to hurt you until you can't take it anymore and retaliate, and then you're the bad guy.
Everyone faulting you for having no compassion when you've received none.
A life of pain and agony, sadness and hopelessness, ruined by bad decisions and idiots who broke you for their own greedy agendas, and they make off with the world while you don't have anything worth having at all.
Others not affording you mercy, but expecting you to be merciful to every idiot who accosts you in the street.
Trying to "change" you "for the better" with the same kind of torture that made you the way you are.
I hate all of you.
I really, really do.