02-27-2017, 08:53 PM
I have been trying lately to make some changes in my life, and find I am lazy about many things, mostly, motivation. I feel like I'm a rock sometimes. In an ocean, and I'm just being smoothed down into fine sand by the currents, but they never seem to move me anywhere.
Oh, I wish I knew what to ask, I come here now and then and wonder what a worthy question would be, yet find myself paradoxically telling myself I don't believe, yet judging my questions as worthy or not. Sigh.
I don't know how to phrase this other question. I keep thinking I should just say, 'what does it mean to have a paradoxical personality?' but I feel like that is too vague...
What does it mean, when you find yourself polarized in more than one direction? Like a paradox? When you find yourself being one way in the body, but being an entirely other way in the mind?
Ugh
I don't know how to ask, seems like a kind of important step in asking a question...
Four Questions:
Dear Quo, I don't entirely know how to ask these questions, so I apologize in advanced for any confusion I might cause.
My First Question is, well, I wish to understand what it means to have a highly contrasting personality, such as seeming like a paradox or in social cases a hypocrite or in personal situations cold and detached, what does it mean when one has a very split sort of personality about them? For instance, I make plans to do something, but out of great fear it seems, I avoid doing them despite trying to do them. Or, with your very being, I come to you asking you questions, judging if they are worthy to ask you, yet telling myself you might not even be real, yet I judge how you might perceive my questions as if you are real. I don't even know if that means I believe or not. What does having these kind of oppositely polarized portions of the self in both body and mind, in such stark contrast, mean about me?
Second Question, could you advise as to ways to shake off the inertia of energies associated with moods like depression, anxiety, laziness, and denial? I feel like I am stuck in a gravity well of my own negative moods and emotions that seem to chemically discern how I react. I feel like I don't have control of my self and would like some advice in how I can handle these turbulent emotions more calmly and gently. I also would like some help in regards to denial, in better understanding why it occurs so I might better be able to notice when I'm in denial.
Third Question, as a Social Memory Complex, do you experience yourself or selves as one mind with many bodies? Or is it more like you're one individual that can be in many places at once? I only ask for creative inspiration for a book I've been planning, and it'd be interesting to know how a Social Memory Complex might experience itself in contrast to a human individual experiencing itself.
Fourth Question, many years ago when I was meditating to try and prepare myself to talk telepathically to another entity, I heard a female voice that said No Repair, and I haven't been able to make heads or tails of it except that maybe it was meant as No Re-Pair like no other pairing? If you can comment on this experience of mine, maybe provide some insight as to what I experienced, if it was a telepathic communication or just a meditative subconscious sound manifestation, or something else?
I'll shorten them if that's helpful for asking them:
(Please include this preface too) Dear Quo, I don't entirely know how to ask these questions, so I apologize in advanced for any confusion I might cause.
1. If you can would you please tell me what having oppositely polarized portions of the self in body and in mind in such stark contrast mean about myself?
2. Could you advise as to ways to handle the inertia of energies like depression, anxiety, laziness, and a lack of belief in self?
3. As a Social Memory Complex, do you experience yourself as one mind with many bodies? Or is it like you're one individual that can be in many places at once?
4. Years ago when I was meditating to try and prepare myself to talk telepathically to another entity, I heard a female voice that said the words 'No Repair'. If you can comment on this experience, was it a telepathic communication or something else?
Oh, I wish I knew what to ask, I come here now and then and wonder what a worthy question would be, yet find myself paradoxically telling myself I don't believe, yet judging my questions as worthy or not. Sigh.
I don't know how to phrase this other question. I keep thinking I should just say, 'what does it mean to have a paradoxical personality?' but I feel like that is too vague...
What does it mean, when you find yourself polarized in more than one direction? Like a paradox? When you find yourself being one way in the body, but being an entirely other way in the mind?
Ugh
I don't know how to ask, seems like a kind of important step in asking a question...
Four Questions:
Dear Quo, I don't entirely know how to ask these questions, so I apologize in advanced for any confusion I might cause.
My First Question is, well, I wish to understand what it means to have a highly contrasting personality, such as seeming like a paradox or in social cases a hypocrite or in personal situations cold and detached, what does it mean when one has a very split sort of personality about them? For instance, I make plans to do something, but out of great fear it seems, I avoid doing them despite trying to do them. Or, with your very being, I come to you asking you questions, judging if they are worthy to ask you, yet telling myself you might not even be real, yet I judge how you might perceive my questions as if you are real. I don't even know if that means I believe or not. What does having these kind of oppositely polarized portions of the self in both body and mind, in such stark contrast, mean about me?
Second Question, could you advise as to ways to shake off the inertia of energies associated with moods like depression, anxiety, laziness, and denial? I feel like I am stuck in a gravity well of my own negative moods and emotions that seem to chemically discern how I react. I feel like I don't have control of my self and would like some advice in how I can handle these turbulent emotions more calmly and gently. I also would like some help in regards to denial, in better understanding why it occurs so I might better be able to notice when I'm in denial.
Third Question, as a Social Memory Complex, do you experience yourself or selves as one mind with many bodies? Or is it more like you're one individual that can be in many places at once? I only ask for creative inspiration for a book I've been planning, and it'd be interesting to know how a Social Memory Complex might experience itself in contrast to a human individual experiencing itself.
Fourth Question, many years ago when I was meditating to try and prepare myself to talk telepathically to another entity, I heard a female voice that said No Repair, and I haven't been able to make heads or tails of it except that maybe it was meant as No Re-Pair like no other pairing? If you can comment on this experience of mine, maybe provide some insight as to what I experienced, if it was a telepathic communication or just a meditative subconscious sound manifestation, or something else?
I'll shorten them if that's helpful for asking them:
(Please include this preface too) Dear Quo, I don't entirely know how to ask these questions, so I apologize in advanced for any confusion I might cause.
1. If you can would you please tell me what having oppositely polarized portions of the self in body and in mind in such stark contrast mean about myself?
2. Could you advise as to ways to handle the inertia of energies like depression, anxiety, laziness, and a lack of belief in self?
3. As a Social Memory Complex, do you experience yourself as one mind with many bodies? Or is it like you're one individual that can be in many places at once?
4. Years ago when I was meditating to try and prepare myself to talk telepathically to another entity, I heard a female voice that said the words 'No Repair'. If you can comment on this experience, was it a telepathic communication or something else?