Indigo blue orb - has anyone seen anything like this? (updated link)

[Ali Quadir]

But what exactly do you suggest I do? I mean, all I wish is to help, and if there are any potentials, I wish use them. If at any point I should realize it has no meaning at all... So be it

If you want to help. Intend to help. Then pay attention and openings will occur where people can accept your help. It's not always the way you intended it. For example, I had been praying to be of assistance like you I think around 2 years ago now. And there were an extraordinary amount of folks who suddenly wanted to move fridges/washing machines and new couches in and out of their homes. And they were messing about right when I happened to stroll by. And my first impression was "That's not going to work"... So I helped, and they were gratefull and it was all cool.

If you want to help for 2012 just polish your heart. I am not of the opinion that special physical services are required. But the more we can radiate love with this heart the more it will affect the people around us. And let go of strong hopes or fears. They distract from what is.

If you do these two, polish the heart, and remove hopes or fears you will become brighter on one end and your perception will be more accurate on the other. This will put you in a position to be of other use. Without deciding at this point what that use is.

I have ignored my spiritual side for several years, and it took me a while to get back on the track.

I dare say you were not lost. Just exploring. There are no masters or students here. Just people.

I used to be a musician, and a quite good one actually. But after awakening to the 2012 stuff, I just felt this incredible need to DO something. To HELP. And no matter how I love this music, I left it, simply to catch up spiritually, make up for the lost time, and do what I'm meant to do. If I'm sent here with a purpose, no matter how hard it is for me, I will do it. I mean, what good could I do by being just another underrated musician? So many people are musicians, and yet very few PEOPLE are aware of such things. So it was natural that I chose the path that is currently more needed for this world.

I envy you. My mother is a musician I was raised with private concerto's about 2 or 3 times a day. But unfortunately I inherited my talent for music from my father...

I don't know anything more able to touch us spiritually than music. Maybe your explorations will serve a purpose in your life later on. I do not pretend to hold the answers. But it seems unlikely to me that this was time lost.

In my honest opinion, give in to the call of the music when it comes. Enjoy it. It is yours to enjoy. It is a gift. As you deepen your spirituality, you will express it in your music. It is one of the most direct spiritual transfers available to mankind.

However, I would like to ask you to also check out my wanderer story here on the forum. It might bring you a greater insight on my situation, if you're interested.

I will, thank you for your trust in me.

About the middle path you're taking, yes, I'm sure you've noticed we think quite alike

I notice It was not clear to me at the start. But I knew nothing of you.

As for the brain fart analogy, I couldn't agree more. But if those brain farts provide me with the ability to better serve others, so be it. At least I did my best, and didn't just let them pass by without even trying.

Those would not be brain farts They'd be actual psychic experiences.

And if you said some psychics said this has something to do with what they're doing, well then, I might have just found my purpose. If not, again, at least I tried.

Do not get hung up on it. Like I said, I see nothing, I hear nothing and I smell nothing. I'm an okay psychic none the less. But it's not exactly like the movies, it's a lot of hunches, gut feelings, conscious decisions and sometimes I just act from impulse. It's almost never something I do.

Btw, could you try to locate this article you mentioned?

I will try, but this was years ago. I checked my hunches but I could not find the relevant article. There was not much more than this in there. If you want to develop psychic powers, then go to psipog.net. Expect to be amazed, and expect a relative low practical applicability for your new gifts I had the best results personally on the PK and energy manipulation subjects.

EDIT: forgot to mention... I'm not so sure this is imagined, since I see it BEFORE my eyes, not "in my head", as you would normally imagine things. This perfectly looks like its in front of me.

It is NOT imagined It is perception. You see a blue blob... What it really is, the meaning you attribute to it can be everything from imagined to true. But neurologically your neurons are producing static and you emptied your visual cortex of most everything else so you can see it. And that is real.

It's not the psychic event, but it means you're empty enough to experience one according to other psychics who do it this way.