10-25-2010, 04:50 PM
no.. everything is okay, because everything will be okay in the end.
Theres no choice you can make that wont lead you down a path, where eventually your going to go to where you want to be, maybe you will be unhappy where you go for awhile, let's make up a gruesome horrific example:
You choose to completely shift to being STS, you go on a murdering spree, or something just as horrible. Maybe in your heart, that's not who you want to be, but you felt so much rage or what have you, that you did it anyways.
Now let's pretend that by doing what you did, you than get to move into 4d negative. Here you struggle and suffer for a long time, possibly, perhaps you figure out that you don't really want to be in 4d negative, in this case, I would assume one would have to fight tooth and nail to get out of that situation, so that one can be free to either return to 3d, or 4d positive, I feel like a process like that would be very dark, but as dark as it got, it would than be that much more beautiful when you got to where your heart wanted to truly be. The contrast of going from hell to heaven seems like it would be amazing. Either way, you'd make it to the end of the process eventually, and that is where both sides join.
If you have more darkness in your heart, than not, and than decide to polarize negatively, Your free to choose that, and you will progress in that direction, (I'm talking in a general sense, not you personally) I don't really see that as an issue. That's not what I'm about, not what I want for me, but I have to love everyone enough to let them make their own choices, I feel like the negative influences in my life, have helped me redefine myself more and more to not be similar. Perhaps as much as the positive influences.
Theres no choice you can make that wont lead you down a path, where eventually your going to go to where you want to be, maybe you will be unhappy where you go for awhile, let's make up a gruesome horrific example:
You choose to completely shift to being STS, you go on a murdering spree, or something just as horrible. Maybe in your heart, that's not who you want to be, but you felt so much rage or what have you, that you did it anyways.
Now let's pretend that by doing what you did, you than get to move into 4d negative. Here you struggle and suffer for a long time, possibly, perhaps you figure out that you don't really want to be in 4d negative, in this case, I would assume one would have to fight tooth and nail to get out of that situation, so that one can be free to either return to 3d, or 4d positive, I feel like a process like that would be very dark, but as dark as it got, it would than be that much more beautiful when you got to where your heart wanted to truly be. The contrast of going from hell to heaven seems like it would be amazing. Either way, you'd make it to the end of the process eventually, and that is where both sides join.
If you have more darkness in your heart, than not, and than decide to polarize negatively, Your free to choose that, and you will progress in that direction, (I'm talking in a general sense, not you personally) I don't really see that as an issue. That's not what I'm about, not what I want for me, but I have to love everyone enough to let them make their own choices, I feel like the negative influences in my life, have helped me redefine myself more and more to not be similar. Perhaps as much as the positive influences.