"You create your reality"

[Aion]

Story

Okay, I will try to help you with more of my ramblings, because I feel that despite your actions there is light in your heart. Maybe it will not be useful to you but then I can only give you what I have available. I am going to offer you some keys.

This planetary structure is built and maintain by an immense energy, a hatred of the Creator. By this I do not refer to the theological war ever going on but to an entity which has 'fallen' to this plane and taken the entire planet under its will, driven by this hatred. This hatred accounts for the immense damage that humans are willing to do to eachother and their environment for the sake of gain, because they are continually impressed that without that competition with the Creator they will never be free. Thus, against the Creator, they believe they are provided nothing and so need to take, take and take in order to fulfill the 'need' crested out of the hatred for the very source of the things they wish for.

This hatred is really love condensed and my exact analogy, perhaps literal if you understand me, is that of light and matter. Love is what happens when hatred is released and love is locked up when hatred condenses. They are the same substance, but also are the same energy. This is why hatred holds just as much power as love in the context of will. However. Each attracts different ends aspects of the vibrational spectrum.

Look at the planet and it's entrapment. This is born of a hatred for free will, of the creative spirit and of the inspired individual. However, becoming caught up in hatred puts you in alignment with this entity. I will admit that this is a way to achieve what you wish to achieve because this vibration has much power and can absolutely yield access to the level of intelligent infinity because this entity is enmeshed with the densities of matter itself. To create a pocket universe would be easy.

In that I will admit my thought that that would only be an illusory freedom. Perhaps you could 'out-hate' the entity by hating it more than it hates the Creator or by hating people that carry it on more than it influences people. Fight fire with fire, right? It can work, by all means, if you are satisfied with any outcome no matter how scorched. Meat is meat, right?

Maybe I am a little idealistic though and sometimes I like to consider how other elements might work. Say treating some burning with some water rather than more burning, or bandaging a wound and cleansing it rather than tearing it open again and again. Neither is better I suppose, but through my constant experiences of internal pain I admit it is a lot easier to be happy when I am not in agony, and that is admittedly rare. It is also easier to feel free and creative. Pain is not very conducive to creativity and freedom, that is something I have learned from my own experience. Then again, some people thrive in it.

I think it is important to express pain and there is more benefit in that than a lot of other 'therapies'. There is another way besides hatred but it is harder when you have hatred, so you probably aren't interested but there is a pattern which breaks down the control structures of energy on this planet which are meant to stifle creative freedom and that is the power of love, which is the same thing as hatred but invested, raised up to the highest level, or in other word released, uncompressed and expanded.

Hatred is a black hole and love is a sun. The fact that this planet is dominated by a black hole should be a clear enough indicator to me that to join in is to bolster the same thing I feel I am fighting. Then again, maybe the fight is all an illusion, right?

The Creator is both love and hate, so both should reach it right?