10-17-2016, 11:05 AM
Mahakali, have you read the Ra material? A lot of the questions and answers you seek are in there.
To contact intelligent infinity, you either must go red-orange-yellow-green-blue-indigo, or, red-orange-yellow----indigo. I think it's very important to understand the chakras if you are consciously attempting to contact intelligent infinity. Otherwise, you can become "damaged" as you say, and as Ra said about Crowley, "overstimulated with the true nature of things". This work is intended to be slow and laborious.
Once you access intelligent infinity, being able to "hold it there" so you can do intense reality manipulation takes time, practice, and work. Will and faith.
Third density is about work, and polarity. It's about accessing these things you desire through the veil and our third density body complexes - not an easy task. You have to choose whether or not you are going to go through the heart or deny love and wisdom as such. Ra claims both paths have the same level of difficulty, though our Logos is "biased towards kindness". I believe the STO path takes more bravery - the heart of the STS path often begins in fear, and a blockage in the root chakra. STO requires an utmost and openhearted trust in all of Creation - which is why it's so difficult to make that "leap of faith". It requires acceptance of all of our experiences. If you start from a base where you are, where you have been attacked and are succumbing to the wishes of others, you are beginning from a place of distortion. I suggest you begin owning the power of your own will.
Here's a tip on how we create our reality, per Ra's Law of Squares. Each time we think, "I'm at the mercy of this negative thought/entity/situation", we reinforce that situation. Each time we access that thought pathway, we double its strength. So, when we realize we want to take our power back, we have a huge deficit to overcome - we must undo each "I'm at the mercy of others" thought with "I am a sovereign being of my own will" thought. It is a slow process when we have huge momentum one way, and must stop the train to begin its trek the other way. But it's entirely possible and probably what you desire more than to just ride the train you're on as a passenger.
To contact intelligent infinity, you either must go red-orange-yellow-green-blue-indigo, or, red-orange-yellow----indigo. I think it's very important to understand the chakras if you are consciously attempting to contact intelligent infinity. Otherwise, you can become "damaged" as you say, and as Ra said about Crowley, "overstimulated with the true nature of things". This work is intended to be slow and laborious.
Once you access intelligent infinity, being able to "hold it there" so you can do intense reality manipulation takes time, practice, and work. Will and faith.
Third density is about work, and polarity. It's about accessing these things you desire through the veil and our third density body complexes - not an easy task. You have to choose whether or not you are going to go through the heart or deny love and wisdom as such. Ra claims both paths have the same level of difficulty, though our Logos is "biased towards kindness". I believe the STO path takes more bravery - the heart of the STS path often begins in fear, and a blockage in the root chakra. STO requires an utmost and openhearted trust in all of Creation - which is why it's so difficult to make that "leap of faith". It requires acceptance of all of our experiences. If you start from a base where you are, where you have been attacked and are succumbing to the wishes of others, you are beginning from a place of distortion. I suggest you begin owning the power of your own will.
Here's a tip on how we create our reality, per Ra's Law of Squares. Each time we think, "I'm at the mercy of this negative thought/entity/situation", we reinforce that situation. Each time we access that thought pathway, we double its strength. So, when we realize we want to take our power back, we have a huge deficit to overcome - we must undo each "I'm at the mercy of others" thought with "I am a sovereign being of my own will" thought. It is a slow process when we have huge momentum one way, and must stop the train to begin its trek the other way. But it's entirely possible and probably what you desire more than to just ride the train you're on as a passenger.