Thank you for the support and love, Stranger!! My heart sings from your post, truly. I may be a black dog, but within my white temple contains all my friends and supporters and people I love, which makes the journey there so exciting!!
There are three main efforts where I focus my energies: Taking care of my household family (husband and dogs), the insertion of myself with great energy here, and the giving of myself at my job, esp. to the random customers I serve, which is 95% of what my job entails. I take those roles very seriously and the feedback I get is (almost) nothing but positive. The carefully developed paranoia of my coworkers in a time of scarce resources (winter) was their own undoing, not necessarily mine. Now they are extremely short staffed, and the details revealed in my 'exit interview' will not make it easier on anyone in the short term. Unless, they decide to totally demonize me as the sole cause of their problems, then things will be better in the short term but not the long term.
I have no doubt this is a step to bigger and better things. I've wanted to move on for a while but I kept thinking, is my dissatisfaction merely going to follow me? Will I manifest these 'issues' elsewhere? So I worked on love, acceptance, love, acceptance. So, since I wasn't willing to take the step to make the change that I wanted for myself, it was made for me! Now to just keep praying for whatever to come next.... I'm flexible!
There are three main efforts where I focus my energies: Taking care of my household family (husband and dogs), the insertion of myself with great energy here, and the giving of myself at my job, esp. to the random customers I serve, which is 95% of what my job entails. I take those roles very seriously and the feedback I get is (almost) nothing but positive. The carefully developed paranoia of my coworkers in a time of scarce resources (winter) was their own undoing, not necessarily mine. Now they are extremely short staffed, and the details revealed in my 'exit interview' will not make it easier on anyone in the short term. Unless, they decide to totally demonize me as the sole cause of their problems, then things will be better in the short term but not the long term.
I have no doubt this is a step to bigger and better things. I've wanted to move on for a while but I kept thinking, is my dissatisfaction merely going to follow me? Will I manifest these 'issues' elsewhere? So I worked on love, acceptance, love, acceptance. So, since I wasn't willing to take the step to make the change that I wanted for myself, it was made for me! Now to just keep praying for whatever to come next.... I'm flexible!
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