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[Nicholas]

Thanks everyone for the feedback. Blatz, I am glad and sorry at the same time that you can empathize, haha. However, I do disagree with your analysis of narcissism. A real narcissist is very emotionally in-tune to others, something I think Autism spectrum lacks at times. The common MO of a narcissist is to see others as extensions of themselves, and therefore no matter what the narcissist wants, everyone else must want to because it is in their best interest. Anyway, I've spent a fair amount of time studying narcissism, lol. I don't think my mother is a narcissist for sure, but know that her mother (my grandma) is.

The fact is, it is unlikely that any of us know anyone who is 95% STS. But, it is also possible to discern to subtle movement of energy within another, especially if they are consciously using it, be it service to self or service to others. Yes, it is a long path. Are there drug dealers and murders on this path? Absolutely!!! Are you kidding? Killing someone is the ultimate achievement of power over them, though most wise entities would prefer to use a living entity to do their bidding I would guess. As far as a drug dealer goes, my mother had a countless number of people willing to do A.N.Y.T.H.I.N.G - not exactly for her, but to sate their addiction to the drug. And she used that power, gleefully. Is she going to incarnate into negative space when she dies? Not likely! But she has definitely walked quite far along that long path. And again, it's likely much like STO - Some people wobble and occasionally hit 51%, but it's not a 'one time' moment. It's a culmination of previous AND continued experience. Not to mention, most prison experiences are -perfect- to heighten one's walk along the STS path - though, likely the wardens are the ones gaining most of the spiritual power.

STS can happen on a grand scale, like negative elites and banking entities and CEOs and the Bilderbergs and whatnot. But STS can happen on a small scale too, friends. My mother made herself the queen of her own, smaller world, but everyone that she allowed it in was to benefit her, and she would use them at a moment's notice. Who knows what kind of person she will be when she gets out of prison, but I doubt much different, though likely less polarized. Another example of "quiet/small scale" STS would be religious cults that subjugate their freewill to their leader. Their "world" is smaller, but their leader has full control in that tiny little realm.

Yup. Thanks sister for sharing