Disintegration of the Mind/Body/Spirit complex (nuclear blast)

[Bluebell]

For your consideration:

A being hates itself and the universe entirely, believing the universe has nothing to offer it that it can consider itself and a part of its experience. It seeks self-destruction and complete unconsciousness of parts of itself it no longer considers itself. It destroys its very soul.

I believe a creator can lose a portion of itself and I believe it happens often in the furthest depths of the universe to where souls cannot be reached by the beings of this galaxy. I believe I have been a being that has sought complete self-destruction unable to cope with not seeing itself in anything but itself.

I state this because I believe this idea of a completely safe and secure universe is an avoidance of the catalyst of being responsible for our own existence. There won't always be someone there to save you. Nobody was there for me eons ago.

I like u Ado. Ur so contrary.

Parts of me long for a clean slate but I don't think the creator allows it. Ur still here, aren't u?