09-21-2014, 11:54 AM
Hi, I recentlly subscrive to this forum and in the first searches I bump into a thread that descrives a way of thinking about polarity like mine! Great, because I was beginning to feel a bit weird! ;-)
I have a very similar feeling about polarising, very much like the one you have descrived, Lighthead.
I do feel love towards people in general (and animals), sometimes like a light cloud that sorrounds me and sometimes strong and intensely. It pains me when I see suffering, knowing that you can learn the very same lessons the easy or the hard way.
But I have a strange feeling at the time of "helping" or doing anything to alleviate that suffering. I feel that almost everytime the only thing I can really do for other-selves is stand and support them in silence or nothing at all.
Many times I sense that there are not many things I can do for them, that most of the things that are done to "help" can have the effect of robing that person of their so much needed learning. It's a bit like doing the homework of your kids for them. They will never learn!
Of course, I'm not letting anyone bleed to death if I see an accident! Or if I am asked something specific.
But maybe I am not here to be of help in many practical or visible ways. I don't know really.
I'm happy anyway, helping or not.
Love everybody!!
I have a very similar feeling about polarising, very much like the one you have descrived, Lighthead.
I do feel love towards people in general (and animals), sometimes like a light cloud that sorrounds me and sometimes strong and intensely. It pains me when I see suffering, knowing that you can learn the very same lessons the easy or the hard way.
But I have a strange feeling at the time of "helping" or doing anything to alleviate that suffering. I feel that almost everytime the only thing I can really do for other-selves is stand and support them in silence or nothing at all.
Many times I sense that there are not many things I can do for them, that most of the things that are done to "help" can have the effect of robing that person of their so much needed learning. It's a bit like doing the homework of your kids for them. They will never learn!
Of course, I'm not letting anyone bleed to death if I see an accident! Or if I am asked something specific.
But maybe I am not here to be of help in many practical or visible ways. I don't know really.
I'm happy anyway, helping or not.
Love everybody!!