Activation

[YourOtherSelf]

And finally - I do not think that I will be able to help You as You are expecting to be helped/aid. I'm too down-to-earth (with the way I understand my Self)

I hold no expectations. =P

I'd prefer to say I'm looking for "methods of expressing myself given the current limitations this medium provides".

You're assisting me more than you think. Just simply discussing these events/concepts with another helps.

I think that if
I were to experienced all this, I would never "get back" to this reality again. I think I would simply go crazy/insane. Now I look at it (not being able to experience it) as form of "protection" of my Self. Quite fascinating point of view for me to be honest

I believe with a solid framework you would do just fine navigating your way back. You learn to keep one foot in and one foot out. =P

Valid insights about "protection"

For a long time I wanted to experience what You've described

Perhaps you will if that is your desire.

I've perceived it as some kind of fulfilment of "Self" and never reached further with my thoughts (as "what would be afterwards"). What You've shared showed me how in fact little thoughts I've putted to it and You've disillusioned me in this matter/issue.

Please do remember the brunt of these events happened for years ago and I'm thankful for having gone through them. Everyone has their own path and my self is fulfilled these days.

YourOtherSelf Wrote:
A few days later certain non metaphysical events led to me abandoning my job and I've
never spoken to (or contacted) any of them about the events of that day.
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Question to bolded part - why not? You didn't want to (as an active act of will)? Or it simply "happend" - as everyone goes his/her way without the "need" for contact?

Later that evening is when the electricity "thing" and "voices" happened.

I spent the following week in a mental health ward after being released (on my 30th birthday) I didn't go back to work and needed time to "heal". I'm embarrassed in some ways to confront them about everything.

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You spoke ? Did You actually verbalized this sentence? If yes, what was the reactions of Others? Didi they knew what You were refering to? Did they understood what You were
talking about?

In my head and outwardly, I remember looking at "Chuck" and saying "what's going on? ".and nothing was returned but a teary eyed glance.

You wrote "we" - as all Beings in the room - You and your co-workers? How did You knew they've experienced it?

I actually meant to say *I* here not *we*. Freudian slip perhaps? If you reread with *I* instead it will make sense.

And finally - in short, without any private details - what did You exactly ment by "life review"

It wasn't like sitting and watching a movie. More of an instantaneous flooding of past experiences, good and bad.

Those you've loved. Those you thought you were loving but were in fact hurting or even holding them back.

Understanding even if you could go back in time and make different choices you wouldn't because every single event shaped you into who you've become