Activation

[third-density-being]

Instead of going "home". I made a conscious choice to stay here, believing I could assist others in some manner.

As I understand above, either You have spaceship and You decided not to fly away or .... You decided not to committing suicide.

I'm pretty sure those back "home" can no longer interact/or see me like they used too.

I'm pretty sure that your current state (of-this-density) is a temporary state and when You regain your proper body/density, the "only" change perceptible for your "home" will be an additional experience/service that You collected/made here, on this plane of existence. As I currently understand Ra's teaching/learning, it will be reflecting in your polarity/harmonization/level of balancing distortions.

I often feel very alone with my thoughts. It's hard to communicate with others when your view of the world its drastically different.

That's what I would like to ask You. Aside from visions of purple light-shapes, You mentioned "talking with deceased".
My questions - how is your everyday life? What are You able to perceive and feel? How do You understand your Self, other Selves and surrounding You, current reality? Are You able to perceive simultaneously other realities?
I'm asking all above, because I would like to better understand You and your "condition" (pardon this not very fortunate term, although best I can use while being sure You will understand my query).