Activation

[third-density-being]

Hello my Other-Self

One evening, after a series of unfolding coincidences, I knew something was going to happen that evening. "What" exactly I wasn't sure but I knew it had to do with a choice I had made earlier that day.

In face what You've wrote after this I am really curious what was your choice at that time. I hope it's not very personal and You will be able to share it.

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I felt a presence of sorts trying to communicate with me, and for the first time in my life heard a voice inside my head other than my own.

"Everything will be ok."
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Finally, after calming myself down and resuming my meditation I felt the presence again. This time all at once I felt an "electric" shock running through my body, mixed with "screeching" sounds.

I'm unsure if I resisted enough to make it stop, or if that was just the first wave ending. Again the voice came back, reassuring me "everything would be ok" and that "it would only take ten seconds".

After the weeks I had been through leading up to this event, I learned there was no point in resisting this process (whatever it was that was happening to me) and allowed "it" to continue to do what it was doing. I resumed meditation.

Again the electrical feeling came back
(...)
It felt like I was being ripped apart on a molecular level. It finally stopped.

I opened my eyes and everything looked different. It all had a red hue and was heavily "pixelated". I looked down at my arm and could see an "alien" looking hand inside my own. Whatever was speaking to me told me (this time NOT with a voice but an understanding or knowing) that "it" was in my blood.
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Strange things continued.

I began "talking" with deceased relatives. Some lights I used to "play" with as a child returned. They would form different geometric patterns in my vision (I still experience these lights but only when I choose to see them) but we still have no idea what purpose these lights serve.

One night the purple lights came back, but this time my whole vision was created by them. (They are like tiny orbs or grape like pixels that group together to form images.) Everything I could see was formed by them. They formed the shape of an "eye" and I was getting closer and closer to it until I passed through the eye itself. It was the eye of Ra or Horus, although at the time I wasn't aware of that.

After my consciousness passed through this "eye" there was a vision of complete destruction. Explosions, mushroom clouds, ect., then I started traveling through space, moving forward past many different stars and planets. It didn't matter if my eyes were opened or shut, it's all I could see. (all created with patterns of the tiny purple lights) In the distance ahead I could see this planet "I" appeared to be heading towards. Finally after my vision landed on this certain planet my eyesight returned to normal.

The whole experience was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I remember passing one planet in particular that had huge "rings" around it, it took my breath away. After that day I would get overwhelmed with some kind of information transfer. It would get to the point where I'd have to ask for a break as something was always trying to communicate with me.

I think that above is THE most astonishing "thing" I've ever read. I personally NEVER had an experience that would be even close to what You have wrote. Therefore I'm afraid that I won't be much of help for You in understanding it.

I've bolded parts, where You described things that were done to You. Especially: "it would only take ten seconds".

To be honest I do not know what to make out of this. You were not asked if You accept it - it was done - as I understood - without your conscious consent. All You could do is either resist it or allow "it" to happened. It's not Service to Others way (as I understand it).

I am very sceptical regarding all non-physical experience and I was wondering if what You've experience might been induced upon You.
I dont know if it is proper for me to write it here, but in the past I've met two videos with title: "Mind Control Victims Testify at Presidential Commission for the Study of Bioethical Issues 2011". Here You can watch both videos:
1.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BnqMo7z4nJY
2.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JddjErGArZE

- and below I'm pasting statement of one person named Stephen Hopitect which can be found in second video in time frame: 17:30 - 20:31. He's describing what are capability of microvawe technology:

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I just want to give also want to give thanks and gratitude for this Commission actually being here and being able to bear witness to our testimony to us as well. I think it’s a credit to Obama, even though I’m against a lot of his policies that he would actually create this type of Commission. I do hope that it goes beyond these walls though and actually creates some type of implementation for change. I can speak for hours about my own personal experiences and some of the more modern versions of projects that several people talked about. My harassment started back in 1997, more from a remote influencing perspective, I made contacts in different military industrial complexes, basically different agencies, I had received microwave harassment actually on and off for a number of years, where they were trying to project images of suicide and various states of basically emotional mood management. This was confirmed to me in 2001 by a contact of a national security agency. He worked in… he still, I’m much more (inaudible) at this point but I talked to him recently, he worked in communications intelligence division of NSA for 25 years and this is right after 9/11, with my doctor. When he came to meet with me, I had a part-time job at the time, and he basically was working at a kind of like, in that division he was working, he was examining different types of abuses that were going on in the NSA, and he stated to me personally that my attention fell within the realm of potential abuse, in the agency that he was investigating.
At this point, he is still involved in the agency. I can provide his name and information more in private though, because I don’t want to get in trouble for over-disclosure of someone who’s still active in that agency, especially with the technology they have. Anyway, he basically also confirmed to me that what I experienced in terms of some, just the tip of the iceberg, a part of my experience is with the emotional projection, he said that that was very common and that they were using microwaves because they had taken really advanced EEG images of people of people in different emotional states, not those digital brain wave signatures, emotional clusters of people feeling different emotional states. They said that they could take those digital brain wave signatures, piggyback on a certain bandwidth of microwaves as a carrier wave and they can target people worldwide without need for a local transmitter. He confirmed all that to me and said they used satellite to target anybody they want and it’s a very common procedure within this portion of NSA. Which is horrendous that they actually let this going on. So I think the idea of the non-consensual abuse needs to be extended to more the covert military establishment and then later on, 2003, when I was getting more advanced projections were like multi-layered not just from my conscious feelings but into my unconscious, he said that they were trying to fine tune their projections on me to see how I could block it out, because I work more in the consciousness field of meditation, alternative spirituality, so I do different techniques to tell people to block out some of these frequencies by taking control of their own bio-platonic fields. I’ve also made contact with many scientists over the years, undergone scientists who used to work in various intelligence areas, I’ve also confirmed this and much much beyond technologies, where they use longitudinal electro-magnetic wave technologies. Technology that Tessler first developed, which also could be used in alternative healing, I’m also aware, we have a friend in upstate who’s been curing people of different illnesses using this technology but he worked in the Pentagon for decades and confirmed some of this technology is also being used for more of the nefarious activities. I can go on for hours, but I’ll probably provide written testimony. Thank you.
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I'm sorry for taking so much space here but as I search for every possible explanation, I cannot ignore what was said in those videos - especially that those people were desperate.

I think I've puttet all above in my post, because what You've wrote is simply unbelievable for me.
I apologize for my scepticism but it's/he's my faithful companion since I've entered patch of the mind many, many years ago.

In my humble opinion We should not judge our experiences to lightly as those of which Ra spoke regarding awakening. We should consider all other possibilities - but to do that we require knowledge. That's why I permitted myself to put in my comment information about "mind control" and technology used to accomplish it.

Still, I hope your experience had nothing to do with that and it's only my scepticism shouting in my head.

Take Care