Activation

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Thank you for sharing your story Other-Self .

I wouldn't say I have had much in terms of experiences on the level that you are describing, but some things did stand out to me. Based on personal experience the electric shock and "screeching" sound (is it like a high pitched static sort of sound?) along with seeing things as pixilated makes me think of a kundalini activation experience.

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The most important concept to grasp about the energy field is that the lower or negative pole will draw the universal energy into itself from the cosmos. Therefrom it will move upward to be met and reacted to by the positive spiraling energy moving downward from within. The measure of an entity’s level of ray activity is the locus wherein the south pole outer energy has been met by the inner spiraling positive energy.

As an entity grows more polarized this locus will move upwards. This phenomenon has been called by your peoples the kundalini. However, it may better be thought of as the meeting place of cosmic and inner, shall we say, vibratory understanding. To attempt to raise the locus of this meeting without realizing the metaphysical principles of magnetism upon which this depends is to invite great imbalance.

It seems to me like this presence you felt helped in activating the kundalini energy within you, raising it up to perhaps the 6th energy centre, the indigo ray. As Ra says this can invite great imbalance in one who is not ready, and it seems you have experienced some imbalance since the initiation event, but this presence must have thought you would be able to handle it and indeed it seems you have managed to keep a handle on things, which is admirable .

A greater calling to the light can indeed cause a corresponding call to darkness:

72.7 ▶ Questioner: We have here, I believe, a very important principle with respect to the Law of One. You have stated that the attitude of the individual is of paramount importance for the Orion entity to be able to be effective. Would you please explain how this mechanism works with respect to the Law of One and why the attitude of the entity is of paramount importance and why this allows for action by the Orion entity?

Ra: I am Ra. The Law of Confusion or Free Will is utterly paramount in the workings of the infinite creation. That which is intended has as much intensity of attraction to the polar opposite as the intensity of the intention or desire.

Thus those whose desires are shallow or transitory experience only ephemeral configurations of what might be called the magical circumstance. There is a turning point, a fulcrum which swings as a mind/body/spirit complex tunes its will to service. If this will and desire is for service to others the corresponding polarity will be activated. In the circumstance of this group there are three such wills acting as one with the instrument in the, shall we say, central position of fidelity to service. This is as it must be for the balance of the working and the continuance of the contact. Our vibratory complex is one-pointed in these workings also and our will to serve is also of some degree of purity. This has created the attraction of the polar opposite which you experience.

We may note that such a configuration of free will, one-pointed in service to others, also has the potential for the alerting of a great mass of light strength. This positive light strength, however, operates also under free will and must be invoked. We could not speak to this and shall not guide you, for the nature of this contact is such that the purity of your free will must, above all things, be preserved. Thus you wend your way through experiences discovering those biases which may be helpful.

But I think it's important to remember that you are only in danger so long as you believe yourself to be. It is well to recognize (uh oh, im slipping in to Ra talk) that the Orion other-self as an aspect of self and keep the faith that all will be well. Ritual practice or whatever else you feel is necessary can help strengthen your faith.

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[...]the means of protection against any negative or debilitating influence for those upon the positive path was demonstrated by this instrument to a very great degree. Consider, if you will, the potentials that this particular occurrence had for negative influences to enter the instrument. This instrument thought upon the Creator in its solitude and in actions with other-self, continually praised and gave thanksgiving to the Creator for the experiences it was having. This in turn allowed this particular entity to radiate to the other-self such energies as became a catalyst for an opening and strengthening of the other-self’s ability to function in a more positively polarized state. [b]Thus we see protection being very simple. Give thanksgiving for each moment. See the self and the other-self as Creator. Open the heart. Always know the light and praise it. This is all the protection necessary.[b]

Ra's mention in the last quote about "calling on light strength" points towards another avenue through which one can call for aid when they feel as though they are in dire straights.

Welcome to the forums my friend!