2007.07.31 Third-density "Walker"

[Steppingfeet]

I definitely do have a desire to learn, and know myself deeply and all the things that you mentioned. I, however, would prefer to do it at my own pace. I feel like trying to polarize too hard is too traumatic to the soul.

You asked if I perceive that there are greater levels of understanding and experience beyond my current position. I do get a deep sense of that, but it's sort of hard to see the nuts and bolts of it because of the veil I presume.

Hey Lighthead,

Sorry for the slow reply. I have to squeak in time to be able to participate here. Thanks for your reply!

I was asking regarding your desire for learning/growth/progress because the Confederation philosophy asserts that there are only two possible roads for evolution in this density of experience. They use the terms service to other and service to self as attempted means to describe these two roads.

So to grow, to evolve, to learn, to increase the vibration, to move onto the next phase/level/chapter after your journey is, necessarily, to polarize. Polarity cannot be avoided for the growing soul, whatever the rate or pace of their evolution.

Well, according to the Law of One philosophy, that is. You, of course, don't have to conceive of your life in terms of polarity, or ever make reference to "service to others" or "service to self" once. : )

But, *according to this information*, if you grow, you polarize.

I'm not saying that this information is ultimately right, just highlighting what it says.

The penultimate questions in the second to the last block I sort of don't understand. I suffer like anyone else being human and all. I relate to my own suffering with deep compassion for my human existence.

The last question: I feel bad when others suffer,...

I asked the question about suffering because ones answer is indicative (though not final or definitive) of their own polarity. According to the way you responded, your basic orientation seems to match or coincide with those of positive polarity.

Again, that's fine if you don't use those terms, or perceive that you are not polarizing. (I couldn't tell you what your polarity was even if you made use of the terminology.)

I am just helping to build a bridge, or illuminate where your experience matches or meets with this philosophy.

By analyzing your questions, I almost get the sense that you're trying to figure out under my premise if I've repeated many 3rd-density cycles.

Oh, no, not at all. Establishing the length of time your soul has spent in this density, and whether your origins are located in a higher density, is wholly beyond my considerable powers.

I don't have any miraculous healing abilities, miraculous knowing, or a miraculous ability to achieve oneness.

Ah, you're in good company, then. : )

If I may note: the paradox of the situation is that we don't "achieve" oneness, we are already one. All we do is to drop the illusory notion that we are not one. I'm working on that one...

With love/light,
Gary