How I interpret one of my life's most major catalyst...

[Adonai One]

I'm only absolute in believing there are no absolutes to believe in. My philosophy is simply this: Everything is true. I genuinely apply this and believe this.

I am afraid I don't understand what you want from me. I am expressing myself wholeheartedly.

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I'm not wanting anything from you. I'm giving you an impression and feedback of how it seems from my perspective. I can say too, that I don't know what you want from me or anybody else. If you say this is truth, and then someone says, yes but... Then you state your view as truth again without acknowledging the truth in others' perspective - it's like crazy-making. Point is, I dunno if you treat everything as true. If you did, we'd not be having these threads go on and on in the same manner.

I want you to be as you are which is that I expect nothing from you.

I believe everything is true including negations of truth that are necessary to fulfill desire. That's the catch.

I treat your statements as true in unison with my own. None get sacrificed and I am not going to change your view by force.

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What I don't understand is you claiming to be happy while you can't feel any (inter)connectedness? Though I find this hard to believe considering the content of some of your threads. The times I felt disconnected were emotionally sterile and I felt exhausted ALL the time, far from what I'd consider 'happy', or healthy, so I'm curious to know how this works for you?

I feel everything is connected as-is. I see no links. I literally see one being. My perspective doesn't even take a lot of work. You simply need to look at the core roots of it all, starting at the photon. I work on the faith that all is well as-it-is. I just rationalize it.

As for weary feelings, I love these feelings but I choose to go on. I ask the people of the galaxy everyday to aid and all I get in return is "Soon, when the time is right." But I choose, at the same time, to enjoy what I have for there is pleasure in all things, even suffering. This suffering is true to me in its being, its truth in its value, in that it serves.

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Anagogy, metaphysical methodology that hasn't been proven in my practice earns only my skepticism. I will see what the future holds. My wife seems to be interested in your methodology.